so yeah.. my dad isn't doing all that great. i mean, he's not dead yet. but he definitely isn't good. i know him losing his foot is better than him dying, but i can't imagine my dad with only one foot. he's like 3000 pounds and 7 foot 8. i cant see how he's going to be operational anymore if this happens. it would completely and totally change ( Read more... )

so im @ ahter's house right now.. with her "friend" alex. it's pretty funny to see them interacting. alex acts like she's her bitch or something. its funny because thats now i treat ahter. she does whatever i tell her to do. but thats because she's my younger cousin and i had to do it with dervish just like dilan has to do it with her. i dont ( Read more... )

i never finished talking about fromers but whatever. another fromer night came and went so i figured that too much time had gone on in between to continue ( Read more... )

so im keeping up on my updating.. or trying to at least. i've been really busy lately. this weekend was a lot of fun. here's how it went ( Read more... )

wow i haven't written in the longest time. like months and months. it's been my fault really, im just lazy. but i have so much time this summer and nothing to do that i figured i might as well tell everyone else about my life. i mean why not ( Read more... )

so last night was the fashion show. i definitely think that this one was the best one that we've done so far. we made the most money, so that's really all that matters.. but everything just went really well. i just dont know if my day was worth the goodness at the end of it. here's how it went ( Read more... )

today mike and i have been together for 10 months :o) oh yeah. that's such a long time.. 2x mccracken actually. we were talking about it the other day and i realized how happy i am that my first 1 year relationship is going to be with him. it's just so ironic, i can't even believe that it's really michael kirzhner. no offense baby i love you ( Read more... )

that's funny..

at least i know im not going through all this shit for nothing

i wonder why everyone will think i smell like yanna's dee-oh lol

i haven't really written much in awhile, i know. i dont even know why i have this thing because writing in it is more annoying than anything else.. but oh well. and i dont even feel like writing anything today either, so just um, i want to work at target with jess so i can attract the hot guys. and... if i dont work there i'll work at linens and ( Read more... )

i haven't written in a long time, i know. but i cant exactly do much now. im leaving in a little while to go look at colleges in PA. yeah i'm gunna be in PA the same time mike is and i'm not going to see him. aahhh i can't handle the stupidity of the situation. thankfully i get to see him on wednesday so everything's okay. just two more days ( Read more... )