IM running away. I can't handle this life anymore. There are just too many obligations, too many broken hearts. The long list of things that keeps getting longer with every procrastination. My brain is being taken over by this thing inside me. I need to be somewhere I can be me. No false pretenses. No questioning anyones motives. No.. " i really ( Read more... )

There's somethin I gotta tell ya ( Read more... )

After a long "therapy" session, I came to some realizations. Of which I'm sure to forget once the situations presents itself again.. but in this moment of clarity I feel good. I have been really wondering why I seem to get myself in situations that im sure will be detrimental to me and dramatic as a whole. My conclusions ( Read more... )

So many things I want to say.. but I have the overwhelming need to censor myself ( Read more... )

I can't fucking handle this living situation anymore. Why the hell did I think that it would ever work out? she is so fake it makes me sick. She lies to everyone,right in front of me and then wonders why i dont trust her to be honest with me. She expects the world to cater to her, and I am not the type to allow someone to take advantage of me. hse ( Read more... )

It's so odd how I am. I go for the people that I know won't work for me right now. Most surprising to myself is that of late I have even spent some time with people whose political beliefs are not on par with mine. Not something I would have previously done. I can only speculate as to why. My theory is that I know that I won't ever let it pass ( Read more... )

I hurt someone's feelings and I feel terrible. Ugh! damn I can be such an ass. I really don't thikn sometimes. I forget that some peole are really sensitive, and I just get caught up in it all. I wish I could take it back. This person is really sweet and kind. maybe i'll say 100 our fathers and it will all be better. doubt it

Well I think I might die, if not today then surely at some time this week. I really don't know what to think about all this. *The boy* is coming to see me. I'm excited, happy, deathly afraid and of course skeptical. He sent me flowers today, all I can say is awwwwww....thats all I can ever seem to say about him. Ok so I have to pinch myself and ( Read more... )

I was bored too ( Read more... )

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