I Love Him And Not You
Title: I LOVE HIM AND NOT YOU.
Pairing: broken!Kyumin, Kyuwook, Kimin.
Warning: PG-15
Summary: "I thought you love me..."
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“I thought you love me…” tears started to roll down his eyes while looking at the younger one in shock in his eyes.
“I love him not you,” the younger one stated clearly his voice echoing the room.
Sungmin broke down to the floor. He hated his life. How he wish he could die now. . .at this time, at this place.Sungmin lowered his head not wanting to see Kyuhyun. Sungmin know that the him that Kyuhyun meant is Ryeowook. Sungmin loves Kyuhyun more than anything but Ryeowook is his second in his chart. But the innocent Ryeowook faded from Sungmin's memory when he remember that painful night. Memory that he couldn’t erase for now or forever. So he just let it be until its time Kyuhyun say all about it to him. And now is the time.
“I still love you Kyu… more than anyone else even him.” Sungmin’s tears drop again. Kyuhyun took a step forward to his hyung but the door creaked open and there stand Ryeowook with his red puffy eyes based on crying.
“Wookie…” Kyuhyun took a step backward from Sungmin and went to Ryeowook. “What happen Wookie? Why are you crying?” Kyuhyun asked while caressing Ryeowook’s hair. “I heard all of it Kyu,” Ryeowook stated with his practically broken voices along with the tears.
Sungmin’s eyes couldn’t stop staring at the lovey-dovey moment Kyuhyun and Ryeowook was having while he himself was still on the ground tearing. He should be the one who are having the pain here not Ryeowook. Kyuhyun should comfort him instead of Ryeowook. His anger boils up and he stood straight. Walking towards Ryeowook and not in the second time did he realise his hand was swinging up on the air and landed on Ryeowook’s cheek. Sungmin regret doing it. He places his one hand on his other. Feeling guilty because of that, he ran away, from them, from the dorm, from everyone.
He was about to cross the road when someone shout at him, “Look out!!!!” Sungmin was able to dodge the car from crashing him. He landed on the side of the road helpless. And without him noticing, his world becomes black and darkness surround him.
“Leeteuk hyung! Did you see Sungmin?” Eunhyuk and Donghae approached their leader holding hands. “No… is there something wrong with Minnie?” Eunhyuk and Donghae shook their head. “I just want to give his mp3 back.” Then come Kyuhyun ran out of his room piggybacking Ryeowook.
“What happen Kyuhyun? What happen to Ryeowook?” Leeteuk approached them and caress Ryeowook’s hair. “He fainted. Let’s go to the hospital now hyung.” Kyuhyun walk out of the dorm and Leeteuk called the other member.
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At the hospital, Ryeowook was brought to the emergency room. Not knowing that the person who just came out from the emergency was Sungmin. Kibum recognize Sungmin and follow the troll without being notice by members. After Sungmin was bring into one of the room, Kibum asked the doctor what had happened.
“Some people found him on the side of the road unconscious.” Kibum look at sungmin.
“Are you his friend?” Kibum just nodded. “I need to talk to you about something.” The doctor walked out of the room and Kibum followed. Arriving at the doctor’s office, the two of them took a seat and started to discuss Sungmin's condition.
“Did something stressful happen to the patient?” Kibum shook his head. “Did he have a fight with his girlfriend?” Kibum shook his head again. “Most likely, I like to switch his girlfriend to his boyfriend.” The doctor understood what Kibum was saying and proceed to his talking. “It seems that your friend has an emotional stress causing him great pain and his blood pressure is low.”
“Yeah… That’s it.I just want you to stop causing him too much of emotional stress.” What could cause Sungmin to faint in such condition? Kibum thought. Then he remembers exactly what happen last night. Sungmin had a fight with Kyuhyun because of Ryeowook. Sungmin couldn’t stand it and ran out of the room. He remember it.
Kibum walk towards the room that Sungmin was being taken to. He opened the door and saw Sungmin lying on the bed unconscious with his tears on his eyes. He didn’t expect that his hyung is suffering this all day. Kibum’s feet step forward and reach to Sungmin’s side. Kibum held his hyung’s hand tightly. Kibum always love Sungmin but he just ignore the feeling away. He kisses the palm of Sungmin's hand. Kibum cry his tears out. He was ashamed of himself because he wasn’t able to protect him. Kibum always knew that Kyuhyun and Ryeowook are cheating on Sungmin. Kibum just kept it as a secret not wanting to hurt Sungmin but in the end, Sungmin is worst than hurt. Sungmin was in pain. Pain that can never be erase. Kibum decidecd not to tell the member that Sungmin was in the same hospital as Ryeowook. Ryeowook was an innocent boy to kibum. The person who Kibum should blame is Kyuhyun. How could Kyuhyun cheat on his nice boyfriend?
“Hmmmphh…” Kibum felt Sungmin’s hand moving. “Sungmin-hyung…” Kibum look at sungmin who was opening his eyes. “Ah…” Kibum quickly pushes the emergency button. Kibum was in a situation of panic. The doctor and nurses then come and kibum watched the situation in horror. Kibum could feel what Sungmin was feeling now. His heart was in pain but not as much as sungmin. The doctor gives Sungmin an injection of painkiller to stop the pain and sleep medicine. The doctor approach kibum and tap on kibum’s shoulder. “Don’t worry. If this happen again just push the emergency button.” And with that the doctor and nurses leave the room.The room becomes silent again. Kibum went to Sungmin and kiss his forehead. “I’ll be back hyung.” Kibum went to the place where Ryeowook was being put in.
“Kibum! Where have you been?!” Leeteuk glance at him with worried eyes. “Toilet…” Kibum look at the other member. No one have a worry face on them except for leeteuk. “How was Ryeowook?” Leeteuk face his face on the window of the door. “He is fine… the doctor said Ryeowook just had some slight shock.” Kibum nodded.
“Where’s Sungmin?” Kibum is startled from Leeteuk’s question. He didn’t want the leader to know about Sungmin’s condition. “Oh… I forgot… I was just being call by the manager and he said that Sungmin had gone to China for some schedule. He will be back tomorrow.” Kibum answered confidently; his hands on leeteuk’s shoulder. Leeteuk was never suspicious about what kibum just said. It’s rare for them to went to other countries without being informed first. Kibum sigh a relief. Ryeowook came home that day too because it was not that worst. The entire of them went home except Kibum. Kibum stayed at the hospital. Leeteuk asked kibum why and Kibum just say that he have some medicine to take. Leeteuk believe him because kibum have some headache this day. As the entire super junior leave, Kibum run to Sungmin’s room. To his surprise, Sungmin was not there.
Kibum walked out of the room and start to look for Sungmin. Here and there but still he couldn’t see Sungmin. Kibum took a seat on a bench outside at the park. Then he notices someone he knew there on the swing. Kibum ran to him and push the swing. Sungmin is startled and get off the swing.
“You scared me!” Sungmin place his hand to his heart.
“Sorry hyung.”
“Kibum ah… I want to go home…”
“You are not feeling well hyung, I won’t let Kyuhyun went to you and say that he don’t love you again.” Angrily, Kibum punch hard on the stilt of the swing. Luckily, Kibum did boxing. “Thank you Kibum ah. You are too good to be true but I need to leave the hospital. You know I hate hospital.” stuttered Sungmin looking down. Kibum then agree with Sungmin. He brings Sungmin to the doctor but the doctor didn’t allow him to go home. After forcing the doctor, the doctor agrees and gives some medicine. Sungmin and Kibum thanked the doctor. After driving the car for about 15 minutes, they arrived at the dorm. Sungmin promise Kibum not to cry. Kibum keep Sungmin’s promise.
As they enter the dorm, everyone went running to Sungmin. Sungmin heard the words 'Are you okay?' 'I thought you are going to come home tomorrow? Why are you home today?' 'What did you do in China?' And all sort of question. Sungmin lowered his head down as he saw Kyuhyun approached him. SLAP! The other members are startled.
“You! You make wookie faint! You slut!!! I shouldn’t have accept your propose on being mine! I shouldn’t have been nice to you! I should have just killed you with my bare hand!!!” Kyuhyun took Sungmin’s collar and pushed him to the ground.The other members tried to stop Kyuhyun. Siwon, Kangin and Shindong pulled Kyuhyun away from Sungmin while the other members defend Sungmin. “Kyuhyun calm down!!! Ryeowook didn’t die! Thank god for that! He just fainted!” Kangin shook Kyuhyun and try to wake him up. Kyuhyun calm down after a few minutes and look at Sungmin. “Remember this Sungmin. I hate you and will always hate you!” and with that, Kyuhyun walk to Ryeowook’s room and slam the door.
Sungmin broke down into tears and Kibum hugged him from behind. "He hates me. He loves him and not me. He hates me Kibum ah..." And all Kibum could do was hugged him tightly as the other members just watched Sungmin broke down in front of them. And they all knew it. Sungmin would never be the same anymore.
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I posted this story in winglin just few years ago. I don't remember my account anymore. I change things up here and there. I don't know if you'll like it but thank you for reading:).
Pairing: broken!Kyumin, Kyuwook, Kimin.
Warning: PG-15
Summary: "I thought you love me..."
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“I thought you love me…” tears started to roll down his eyes while looking at the younger one in shock in his eyes.
“I love him not you,” the younger one stated clearly his voice echoing the room.
Sungmin broke down to the floor. He hated his life. How he wish he could die now. . .at this time, at this place.Sungmin lowered his head not wanting to see Kyuhyun. Sungmin know that the him that Kyuhyun meant is Ryeowook. Sungmin loves Kyuhyun more than anything but Ryeowook is his second in his chart. But the innocent Ryeowook faded from Sungmin's memory when he remember that painful night. Memory that he couldn’t erase for now or forever. So he just let it be until its time Kyuhyun say all about it to him. And now is the time.
“I still love you Kyu… more than anyone else even him.” Sungmin’s tears drop again. Kyuhyun took a step forward to his hyung but the door creaked open and there stand Ryeowook with his red puffy eyes based on crying.
“Wookie…” Kyuhyun took a step backward from Sungmin and went to Ryeowook. “What happen Wookie? Why are you crying?” Kyuhyun asked while caressing Ryeowook’s hair. “I heard all of it Kyu,” Ryeowook stated with his practically broken voices along with the tears.
Sungmin’s eyes couldn’t stop staring at the lovey-dovey moment Kyuhyun and Ryeowook was having while he himself was still on the ground tearing. He should be the one who are having the pain here not Ryeowook. Kyuhyun should comfort him instead of Ryeowook. His anger boils up and he stood straight. Walking towards Ryeowook and not in the second time did he realise his hand was swinging up on the air and landed on Ryeowook’s cheek. Sungmin regret doing it. He places his one hand on his other. Feeling guilty because of that, he ran away, from them, from the dorm, from everyone.
He was about to cross the road when someone shout at him, “Look out!!!!” Sungmin was able to dodge the car from crashing him. He landed on the side of the road helpless. And without him noticing, his world becomes black and darkness surround him.
“Leeteuk hyung! Did you see Sungmin?” Eunhyuk and Donghae approached their leader holding hands. “No… is there something wrong with Minnie?” Eunhyuk and Donghae shook their head. “I just want to give his mp3 back.” Then come Kyuhyun ran out of his room piggybacking Ryeowook.
“What happen Kyuhyun? What happen to Ryeowook?” Leeteuk approached them and caress Ryeowook’s hair. “He fainted. Let’s go to the hospital now hyung.” Kyuhyun walk out of the dorm and Leeteuk called the other member.
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At the hospital, Ryeowook was brought to the emergency room. Not knowing that the person who just came out from the emergency was Sungmin. Kibum recognize Sungmin and follow the troll without being notice by members. After Sungmin was bring into one of the room, Kibum asked the doctor what had happened.
“Some people found him on the side of the road unconscious.” Kibum look at sungmin.
“Are you his friend?” Kibum just nodded. “I need to talk to you about something.” The doctor walked out of the room and Kibum followed. Arriving at the doctor’s office, the two of them took a seat and started to discuss Sungmin's condition.
“Did something stressful happen to the patient?” Kibum shook his head. “Did he have a fight with his girlfriend?” Kibum shook his head again. “Most likely, I like to switch his girlfriend to his boyfriend.” The doctor understood what Kibum was saying and proceed to his talking. “It seems that your friend has an emotional stress causing him great pain and his blood pressure is low.”
“Yeah… That’s it.I just want you to stop causing him too much of emotional stress.” What could cause Sungmin to faint in such condition? Kibum thought. Then he remembers exactly what happen last night. Sungmin had a fight with Kyuhyun because of Ryeowook. Sungmin couldn’t stand it and ran out of the room. He remember it.
Kibum walk towards the room that Sungmin was being taken to. He opened the door and saw Sungmin lying on the bed unconscious with his tears on his eyes. He didn’t expect that his hyung is suffering this all day. Kibum’s feet step forward and reach to Sungmin’s side. Kibum held his hyung’s hand tightly. Kibum always love Sungmin but he just ignore the feeling away. He kisses the palm of Sungmin's hand. Kibum cry his tears out. He was ashamed of himself because he wasn’t able to protect him. Kibum always knew that Kyuhyun and Ryeowook are cheating on Sungmin. Kibum just kept it as a secret not wanting to hurt Sungmin but in the end, Sungmin is worst than hurt. Sungmin was in pain. Pain that can never be erase. Kibum decidecd not to tell the member that Sungmin was in the same hospital as Ryeowook. Ryeowook was an innocent boy to kibum. The person who Kibum should blame is Kyuhyun. How could Kyuhyun cheat on his nice boyfriend?
“Hmmmphh…” Kibum felt Sungmin’s hand moving. “Sungmin-hyung…” Kibum look at sungmin who was opening his eyes. “Ah…” Kibum quickly pushes the emergency button. Kibum was in a situation of panic. The doctor and nurses then come and kibum watched the situation in horror. Kibum could feel what Sungmin was feeling now. His heart was in pain but not as much as sungmin. The doctor gives Sungmin an injection of painkiller to stop the pain and sleep medicine. The doctor approach kibum and tap on kibum’s shoulder. “Don’t worry. If this happen again just push the emergency button.” And with that the doctor and nurses leave the room.The room becomes silent again. Kibum went to Sungmin and kiss his forehead. “I’ll be back hyung.” Kibum went to the place where Ryeowook was being put in.
“Kibum! Where have you been?!” Leeteuk glance at him with worried eyes. “Toilet…” Kibum look at the other member. No one have a worry face on them except for leeteuk. “How was Ryeowook?” Leeteuk face his face on the window of the door. “He is fine… the doctor said Ryeowook just had some slight shock.” Kibum nodded.
“Where’s Sungmin?” Kibum is startled from Leeteuk’s question. He didn’t want the leader to know about Sungmin’s condition. “Oh… I forgot… I was just being call by the manager and he said that Sungmin had gone to China for some schedule. He will be back tomorrow.” Kibum answered confidently; his hands on leeteuk’s shoulder. Leeteuk was never suspicious about what kibum just said. It’s rare for them to went to other countries without being informed first. Kibum sigh a relief. Ryeowook came home that day too because it was not that worst. The entire of them went home except Kibum. Kibum stayed at the hospital. Leeteuk asked kibum why and Kibum just say that he have some medicine to take. Leeteuk believe him because kibum have some headache this day. As the entire super junior leave, Kibum run to Sungmin’s room. To his surprise, Sungmin was not there.
Kibum walked out of the room and start to look for Sungmin. Here and there but still he couldn’t see Sungmin. Kibum took a seat on a bench outside at the park. Then he notices someone he knew there on the swing. Kibum ran to him and push the swing. Sungmin is startled and get off the swing.
“You scared me!” Sungmin place his hand to his heart.
“Sorry hyung.”
“Kibum ah… I want to go home…”
“You are not feeling well hyung, I won’t let Kyuhyun went to you and say that he don’t love you again.” Angrily, Kibum punch hard on the stilt of the swing. Luckily, Kibum did boxing. “Thank you Kibum ah. You are too good to be true but I need to leave the hospital. You know I hate hospital.” stuttered Sungmin looking down. Kibum then agree with Sungmin. He brings Sungmin to the doctor but the doctor didn’t allow him to go home. After forcing the doctor, the doctor agrees and gives some medicine. Sungmin and Kibum thanked the doctor. After driving the car for about 15 minutes, they arrived at the dorm. Sungmin promise Kibum not to cry. Kibum keep Sungmin’s promise.
As they enter the dorm, everyone went running to Sungmin. Sungmin heard the words 'Are you okay?' 'I thought you are going to come home tomorrow? Why are you home today?' 'What did you do in China?' And all sort of question. Sungmin lowered his head down as he saw Kyuhyun approached him. SLAP! The other members are startled.
“You! You make wookie faint! You slut!!! I shouldn’t have accept your propose on being mine! I shouldn’t have been nice to you! I should have just killed you with my bare hand!!!” Kyuhyun took Sungmin’s collar and pushed him to the ground.The other members tried to stop Kyuhyun. Siwon, Kangin and Shindong pulled Kyuhyun away from Sungmin while the other members defend Sungmin. “Kyuhyun calm down!!! Ryeowook didn’t die! Thank god for that! He just fainted!” Kangin shook Kyuhyun and try to wake him up. Kyuhyun calm down after a few minutes and look at Sungmin. “Remember this Sungmin. I hate you and will always hate you!” and with that, Kyuhyun walk to Ryeowook’s room and slam the door.
Sungmin broke down into tears and Kibum hugged him from behind. "He hates me. He loves him and not me. He hates me Kibum ah..." And all Kibum could do was hugged him tightly as the other members just watched Sungmin broke down in front of them. And they all knew it. Sungmin would never be the same anymore.
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I posted this story in winglin just few years ago. I don't remember my account anymore. I change things up here and there. I don't know if you'll like it but thank you for reading:).