Odd little lines of gray
strange to the eyes
hiding the lies
spots of indecency
mirrored by purity
shaped into daggers
swallowing life
fast as quicksand
bits of memory lost
into the fog
different shades
for different rays
forever gone
shall we follow?
into the lines of gray
there will we stay?
2/3/05
GawthGazer: pfft...your not a god, gods don't bow to mortals
Vampyre Kalaena: it was a MOCKING BOW
GawthGazer: ooook
GawthGazer: still wouldn't call you a god
Vampyre Kalaena: you dont have to
Vampyre Kalaena: others have
GawthGazer: well, i would call you an angel...but, god is a little too unreal for me
Vampyre Kalaena: ..me..an..angel.
GawthGazer: *nods* very much so
Vampyre Kalaena: explain this concept to me for it is alien to my nature.
GawthGazer: lmao
GawthGazer: your always there when i need you...even when i don't, you always can give me that little pick-me-up i need to enjoy myself
Vampyre Kalaena: that makes me caring, not an angel
GawthGazer: but, it's not just that
Vampyre Kalaena: mhhmm
GawthGazer: it's like, you guard over all of your friends...even when they've been talking shyt about others, even when they've turned their backs...you're there, protecting them from the brunt of any pain they're feeling
GawthGazer: and, you definetly seem out of place with the rest of us...like, somehow, you don't exactly fit into the puzzle...but at the same time, you fit perfectly
GawthGazer: i don't know how else to explain it
Vampyre Kalaena: *smiles slightly
Vampyre Kalaena: Im a puzzle that can never be solved my dear. such is a fate i accepted long ago.
Vampyre Kalaena: All this makes me..i dont know, different yes, because imloyal to the last and when i care i do so whole heartedly and never lightly.
Vampyre Kalaena: but i am no angel
GawthGazer: i'm not trying to solve it...i'm trying to make sense of it
yre Kalaena: if you ever do, enlighten me.
GawthGazer: you are too an angel...don't make me drag others into this
GawthGazer: i will start a tally and get ppl to vote
Vampyre Kalaena: you do that love
Vampyre Kalaena: I am not an Angel
Vampyre Kalaena: your not allowed to ask rob.
GawthGazer: lol
Vampyre Kalaena: actuall, no.
Vampyre Kalaena: go ahead
Vampyre Kalaena: he'd say something to the extent of "not an angel, but something lcose"
Vampyre Kalaena: close*
Vampyre Kalaena: i think. o.o
GawthGazer: *shrugs* i still believe it, so
Vampyre Kalaena: *shakes head* you can believe whatever you want.
Vampyre Kalaena: i'll simply disagree and laugh.
GawthGazer: denial is the first step of acceptance
Vampyre Kalaena: supposedly.
Vampyre Kalaena: and im not denying it.
Vampyre Kalaena: im simply rejecting it.
Vampyre Kalaena: lmao
GawthGazer: well...stop!
GawthGazer: lol
Vampyre Kalaena: convince me otherwise then.
GawthGazer: i can't!! it's just a feeling i get when i'm around you...i can't explain it in words
Vampyre Kalaena: *smiles* almost goes with the theory mike an rob had of me being a Demigoddess. even if it was a jest on rob's end.
GawthGazer: *shrugs*
Vampyre Kalaena: Heh.
GawthGazer: "heh" to you too
Vampyre Kalaena: *poke*
Vampyre Kalaena: are you done with the me being an angel thing?
GawthGazer: yea...until get more evidence
Vampyre Kalaena: lol
GawthGazer: this a continuing investigation!!! *pulls out Sherlock hat*<
Vampyre Kalaena: o.o
Vampyre Kalaena: *hides the footprints*
He's sweet. dilusional, but sweet.