Hi...

[sar_castic]

I deleted the goose_pie journal because it as a reminder of how obsessed I was with the past. I figure that yes there were some good things about it (the name, the layout, the memories). However, it was these things that kept me from growing older and wiser and emotionally mature. To have it meant to look at the old happy memories of the ex which

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[susie519]

i love the picture.

people admit to me that they read mine. and i find myself censoring myself accordingly, which i don't like. but i love the idea that my friends all over the world know what state of mind i am in, no matter what state i am in (i am so poetic). and you're the one that taught me about that.

i think letting go is a really good idea. you will have the memories even if they aren't written out. and you are more likely to remember the good ones until you die, so forget about the shit ones.

i feel like i had something really good to say. did i say something really good? i can't tell. i miss you. i am jealous of what lies ahead of you.

[sar_castic]

don't be jealous. I think it's important to understand that it is now or never that the future will come to both of us to bring us happiness and joy and opportunities.

I for example am so glad you have Sam and the fact he loves you so much is so great. And that you love him too is just a sign of a match made in heaven.

Who knows what's going to happen?

Hmm "A Long December" by the Counting Crows just started playing. Maybe it's a sign.

=-)

[susie519]

eek!