I do not even know where to start... to many stories have happened.. okay we'll start with before I left to sunriver we were up at tylers house. and I invided my friend chris from school to come over cuz he was going to be leaving for 3 months to alaska. He brought over two of his buddies, and everythign was going good.. everybody was getting ( Read more... )

lifes good.. nothign exciting is going on except that I am done with my first year in college after tomarrow! then off to sunriver for the week.. im so excited! I was really nervous/unconfortable to be goign, cuz my cousin is going to be there, and I have a awful past that I would rather not see him. BUT I want to spend my yearly trip in sunriver ( Read more... )

This week just flew by! but it was great ( Read more... )

Thursday- went to school, went to clubs banquet, hung out w/kevin, jarrett and joel ( Read more... )

why do I torture myself?? GOd please make this feeling go away...

hmm so muh has been going on... where do I even start ( Read more... )

got my car back YEAH... lifes crazy/hectic but good

going to sleep now

Goodnight sleep tight MUAH

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

I hate this feeling... of not being able to breath.. of tossing and turning at night not being able to sleep. Having these crazy dreams/nightmares.. and I wake up not knowing if they are real or not. Why is this happeneing? Dreams are the craziest things ever.. and I would absolutly love for my dreams to be analized and known the meaning to them ( Read more... )