after all the doubt
the back stabbing
the betrayl
the questioning
the lack of trust
the misunderstandings

after falling out of love and falling right back into it again
im ready

more so than i thought i ever could or would be
i want this
you want this

lets do it

i love you

 i finally got home today and ate a bagel that my dad made for me. i feel like a kid again ( Read more... )

this weekend has been great so far ( Read more... )

you're a bitch

and you know it

honestly...wow...some of you just suck at being people
and you think you're so great
please, you'll get put in your place soon enough
 

it sucks to know that people dont like you ( Read more... )

i am up WAY too late, im going to be mucho tired tomorrow but i just took a shower so now im wide awake ( Read more... )

today continued...

my mom was making me practice tonight even though i had a three hour rehersal this morning...ugh
and i was complaining about my asshole YS1 conductor and she was agreeing with me, which was a pleasant surprise.

i dont know how we got on the subject but we started talking about her mom
she mentioned something about her mouthpiece ( Read more... )

I'm not a big fan of playing the french horn.

I do like it a lot, and I'll probably minor in it someday or something, but it's not my passion.

Today in youth orchestra I got completely picked on. ugh, it's probably because im one of the only three white kids in a 150 some piece youth orchestra...or maybe not. I'd like to think thats not the case i ( Read more... )

I can't help but be just a little bit nervous ( Read more... )

i never understood why most of the girls at girl scout camp cried the first few nights of our ONE week away from home. some missed their boyfriends...which is so hard to believe because we were ten and these girls acctually framed pictures of their boyfriends in those plastic purple bubbly frames that you could buy at walmart for a dollar, and put ( Read more... )