I have had an awesome forty eight hours. Yesterday my Mom and two brothers left for a one day trip to New York. I worked the morning shift at Fastlane- went tanning after [don't yell at me]. I layed around for a while showered and then wore my new shorts that I am proud of. [I've had a fear of wearing shorts since the forth grade so I was proud to ( Read more... )

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Jake and I are back together& I am happy truely. I really have not felt this happily content with my life for a while. I have a small group of amazing friends and I'm with Jake. But as happy as I am is it wrong for me to sometimes think that maybe I am with the wrong person? & to worry about him breaking my heart again. Honestly I really dont have ( Read more... )

So we ahve no food in the ho use and I am satifying my hunger with water. Futile as it may be. Hmm. I wish I could go the beach today, I hate having to work on eery nice day. Or people actually caring. Hm.

I was cleaning my room today and found something i wrote sophmore year of high school. For a while I've been wanting to update this but have had no idea what to say but I just feel like I want to share this ( Read more... )

I like randomly hearing from people it makes me feel...nice I guess ( Read more... )

I miss 'snuggling.' I think I miss cuddling with someone you really like, I haven't dont that in two weeks. I mean cuddling feels good no matter what, but it's this amazing warm feeling when you cuddle with someone that makes you smile. You know?

I miss that warmth.

My dad is not a very easy person to form a relationship with. I finnally started to succeed at it, and my mother as well. I felt like we were a family again. And these people that say things out of vulgarity and ignorance go home and it has no affect on their lives, but they don't understand that when I go home how much it messes up my family ( Read more... )

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