jumbled. scrambled. maybe i've just smoked too much pot in the last 24 hours. maybe it's because i saw lee last night unexpectedly and it threw me for a loop or something. i'm blaming it on a little bit of both. or something. i don't know.
i feel incredibly lonely... still. i feel like i'm missing something big in my life. I WANT TO FUCKING SETTLE DOWN ALREADY. i'm sick and tired of playing games and kissing toads. where the FUCK is prince charming?