i hate dreaming

[sara_starr]

so last night i had just about the worst dream i have ever had. i had a dream that kenneth cheated on me with some blonde girl...one that i have never met heres the dream

Comments

[iamsquink]

It's ok. Kenneth didn't REALLY cheat on you. It was just a dream, so you don't have to think it actually happened/is going to happen. Remember that time you dreamed i killed you?

i didn't kill you.

[sara_starr]

i know he didnt. and i know and now im like paranoid and like i dont really know what to do about things like...umm his exgirlfriend who he was with for 2 years who they broke up like... 2 months before we got together is all talking to him and its really making me un comfortable. and like...im not just ok with things and how they are being like...he told me today that he really wants to play video games and that he dosent get as much time to play them any more and like...all i want to do is cuddle and stuff and he likes it but he wants to play video games. and like ok i guess we do cuddle alot but that kinda makes me sad? i dunno. im just going through ALOT of emotions and i dont really know what to do i just want to cry. and another thing about like him talking to his exgirlfriend...he like blocked all of my ex boyfriends and dosent even like if boys talk to me...so i dont think it is really fair...i dunno im probally just being irrational...as usual. and i know u didnt kill me. sorry for being a bitch.

[iamsquink]

Well if he wants you not to talk to all your exes, all fairness would say that he shouldn't talk to his ex, either

[sara_starr]

yeah i think its good that we dont hang out every night i guess...like we have been together 5 months and only spent like 7 days not together...soo your right on that one...then i can go to like college group or something. he told her to stop talking to him...but i just want to throw up about the whole situation like im not very happy about it but i dont know what to say because i dont want to seem rediclous u know? i cant talk clearly...like i dont know what to do...i think there is just to much going on? im not sure i just dont want to seem like the pshyco girlfriend u know? and like both of us get extreamily jealous i just dont really know what to do i just want to breath but i cant.

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[anonymous]

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