I have had no appetite as of late. I think I am slightly on the depressed side even though I should be the happiest I've ever been with my two beautiful babies. I am trying to decide if I should use this time to lose weight, which is sad, but I feel so huge after the pregnancy. I need to be happier for the kids so I'm in therapy but my therapist ( Read more... )

Today has been a long, exhausting day. Sam screamed for 3 hours straight this morning, then finally fell asleep. Then I took them for a walk with a friend and her son out to get some lunch, but my fibro was acting up so we had to walk slowly. I am so ready for Jon to come home. But very thankful because Sam's upper GI test and eccocardiagram ( Read more... )

Today is hot and sticky. I had one of the girls come over to help me with the twins today which allowed me to get some housework done. I still won't leave them alone with either of the girls. They're sweet but 12 is just too young to be in charge of infant twins ( Read more... )

Wow, I've been very busy lately with very domestic stuff. I haven't even touched the computer in a few days, so I know tons of people are anxiously awaiting the update. Lol. That's not even remotely true since lilkarenfl hasn't even been online as of late. She's busy with other things of a secret nature ( Read more... )

I have been away from my computer for a few days, feels very odd ( Read more... )

Big news of the day...we're getting a new kitchen floor. Who says my life isn't interesting ( Read more... )

My friend is coming to visit today and I liked what Gigis said about thinking about our relationship as a new type of friendship. We can hopefully start over and not carry any of the baggage from before. She has two little ones as well and I am really excited to see them. We've known each other for over twenty years, so I feel an important ( Read more... )

Today is going to be a good day. I'm not sure why, I just feel more upbeat than I have been. Yesterday I nearly committed myself (not really) due to depression, but I think I was forgetting to take my a.m. dose of Geodon ( Read more... )

Today is an ancy day for me. I need to take my Ritalin, but I'm too panicked. Why? I have no clue! I hate Sundays...it means the week is about to start again and there's five days til weekend again. I just really enjoy having Jon home to help me with the twins. They are too precious but a whole lotta work!

Today's big event was going to Walmart to buy a new vacuum cleaner and then being amazed at how much more shit it picked up than our old one. I am beginning to suspect my life is a tad boring...