IM NEVER DRINKING AGAIN! for real... for real ( Read more... )

one more weekend in this town...
one less day to stress till grad
one less day to stress..

so im totally overly hormonal right now cause i took the morning after pill with the pill and i feel like im having a moment of clarity.... like its time to say fuck you to everyone whose been with me on this journey because hey the future of this isn't where its at.. Prison Dead and Programs is all i feel like i have to talk about these days ( Read more... )

are drugs a sin
is drinking a sin
THEN WHY THE FUCK
WONT ANYONE JUMP
OFF MY ASS!!!!!!!

i made it and im greatful for that.. I'm greatful for everything and everyone whose helped me. but now its time to take responsibility for my own ass- IMAGINE THAT. wish i would have heard from a couple people that i havent....

i was falling, falling hard until he hit me with a reallity check. It shouldn't be this hard. I don't know if i he made me happy or if i was happy with the relationship. I know a lot of people didn't like him people i care about but it didn't stop me, and i don't know why. I want to be with him i want to but not if this is gonna tear me apart like ( Read more... )

TOTALLY got a job interview that im psyched about. DSW ohh yaaa. cleanin up is really turning my life around and honestly i could not think of a better closing que to 4 interesting years of my life.. high school was fun now its time to move on.

totally haven't left my house in like a week, haven't been to work in over a week, and i'm still kind ofhoping to have that job if not i have one last shity pay check waiting for me, and a balance of 7 dollars in my account. Riding the I'm poor wave for a while it looks like. however i will have a flip down deck installed because tylers bound and ( Read more... )

well last week i over dosed a wonderful story but im not getting in to it.my life now has become journey to sobriety. HOwever my birthday is next month and if i get ( Read more... )

everybody seems like there getting on with there lives... so how come im not? the only thing i haven't totally fucked up is having shit going for me but i feel like sometimes i don't fit. I have absolutel NO FUCKING CLUE what im going to do next year let alone in 2 months when my parents are finally over my shit. it just doesn't make sense to me ( Read more... )