Ok maybe it's just finals week. The thing I hate about it is there's absolutely nothing to do but study and go take tests or work on projects. But I don't even get the luxury of working on projects this semester! Noone can hang out because they should be studying and noone can party until thursday night. Even my boyfriend is working every day this ( Read more... )

I've had way too much time on my hands lately. My professors have basically given up these last two weeks of school as free time and usually I'm overloaded with projects and rehearsals and finals but right now I only have 4 finals and one final project to finish, and none of them require a copious amount of time. To put it succinctly: I'M BORED. ( Read more... )

Do you ever hate it when you say hi to someone and they ignore you? I can't stand it, literally, it drives me nuts. If people would just be polite and smile or wave back or acknowledge me in some way or fashion, then we could both get on with our days. Sure, maybe they didn't see me, or maybe they have too many things on their mind. But when ( Read more... )

I tend to not post on here much, I don't know why, I truly enjoy writing and using it to express my thoughts, ect. Maybe I'm just lazy...yeah, that is it.

I got a research paper back yesterday in Theatre History. It was on this kickass woman from the early 1800s that owned her own theatre company and invented tons of the theatre devises we still use ( Read more... )

Needed a passport to leave the country
Drank legally
Eaten too much free food with fancy names I can't remember
Cruised, lol
Rode on the back of a Moped through Nassau
Seen Bahamian culture
sun bathed on a private island
relaxed mid-semester

I should be writing
I should be researching
I should be painting
I should be sewing
What shouldn't I be doing?

When will there be no should be's?
When will there be no caring
no responsibility
no guilt
Why can't I do nothing?

Sleep is a luxury
Fatigue is a lifestyle
Energy is an illusion

 So I haven't taken the time lately to write on here...probably because I've been so busy and when I'm not busy I'm wasting my time with someone new. I didn't think I could feel this way about someone again. Like I could just lay all day in his arms and trust him completely...I didn't think I could let myself go like this. I've never felt so free ( Read more... )

I have an obsession with raw materials. I like seeing things that are raw, the basic bones. I like seeing plants with their roots still attached. I like seeing an empty notebook and a number 2 pencil. I like seeing all my ingredients layed out before me, waiting to be mixed and chopped and boiled or baked together. I can see potential in so many ( Read more... )

So I've had an abosolutely wonderful day, you wouldn't believe it! Ok so it started out decent but I have just been super lucky lately. No, not lucky. My dad would say I am fortunate. Anyways, all my work in Saint Louis as a dresser is finally paying off! I got an e-mail from The Orange Girl's Theatre Company and they want me to Costume Design ( Read more... )

I have cramps... is it  bad that I'm using my laptop as a heating pad?

I made a 4 foot by 4 foot painting today in 4 hours.

I managed to put a full Rosie the Riveter costume together in 2 hours for under $15

I think by the end of the weekend, I'll have a boyfriend...

Time goes slower when I'm not working on 3 shows at once.

My room is still a disaster ( Read more... )