so i had this dream last night that was seriously amazing..

and then i woke up to reality...

she uses many shades of lies

blahhhhhh

ohh the things you can think !

i love broadway.

i love the phantom of the opera.

and i love jewish boys<3

tonight was fun. ya know. girls stuff.

i never said i didnt want to talk to him, or be friends. i clearly stated that i wanted to still, that i still wanted to talk to him.

but he wont talk to me.. dont worry about it, right?

right, sar

ha, i actually love it ( Read more... )

i am completely and amazingly SINGLE ((yes i said single)) and well.. im all yours, or yours, or.. yess, there's enough of me to go around ( Read more... )

Happy Fucking New Year to you too..

he calls me back, and heres what i get...

"yeah. im going back to the party. fuck you" click.

and wanna know what the best part about it is?!?!

i didnt say anything rude, distasteful, or bad.

nothing.

whatever, i am single.. new year, new me

leaving my past behind me.

he did this to himself.

New Years Eve!! How exciting!

I have to say, 2004 was quite crazy. Loads of memories.

- Vacation '04 with HEIDI <3 (the crazy nights, the boys<3, the secrets. shhhh)
- Convention '04 (gay guys?! yesss. i think soooo. club 248 and Peter George<33, Jimmy?)
- GREASE! (enough said, by far the 5 greatest months of my life<3 ( Read more... )

still sort of aw struck from the phantom last night. it was so moving, touching. i mean, for a theater gal, it ment alot to me. i already downloaded the soundtrack, and the original with michael crawford and sarah brightman.

anyways, old forge tonight. YES.. old forge men.. exciting, right?! right!!! <33 ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning to drag myself to breakfast, i was so tired. anyways, breakfast was good ( Read more... )

last night might have been the most akward night...

of my life. =)