so i am probably going to study abroad for a bit this coming summer in italy.  and i might even stay longer than the month if my parents fly over and join me.  i've got some great things to look forward to.

so i'm going to new york oct 13-16th, my fall break, with my parents to visit my brother.  he lives in pound ridge ny, about an hour outside nyc.  the countryside should be gorgeous and that's exciting.  seeing my brother, his dog, flying, and staying at a bed and breakfast is all really exciting too.  i wonder if the leaves wil be turning at that

i really hope this is not another depression that i'm falling into.  hopefully it was just a bad weekend.  i will never ever get myself into the conditions that i did thursday and friday nights. it's not fun and i feel sick and embarassed the next day.  the end.

 kings of leon, aha shake heartbreak.  listening to these songs is making me feel nervous, anxious, sad, happy, nostalgic  and excited all at the same time.  i want to do nothing except see them perform, right now.  they're playing in atlanta oct. 9th, and i'd really love to go this time.  the only bad thing is that it's on a tuesday and i have ( Read more... )

i just opened my curtains and what did i see?
a girl saying bye and making out with her shirtless boyfriend(?) in her doorway
you know they totally just did it.

i'm over it all, the certain people, the lifestyle.  i don't care about it anymore.  and if that means i start back at step one with five friends, then that's alright with me.  i think of it this way:  'what the hell do they have going for them?' and if i can't answer that question, then i'm not going to really try anymore.  i have better things to ( Read more... )

if i had a dollar for everytime i've been blown off and have been told would be called and then not, then i'd probably have a decent amount of cash ( Read more... )

i love those freckles that appear in the summertime.  every summer i'm surprised by them; they show up all over my face and my shoulders, with tiny ones on my knees.  i've had a nice relaxing week. i lay out and watch movies and that's pretty much it. i'm finally getting rid of my awful wife-beater tan line from last summer.

my parents get back ( Read more... )

at random times throughout the day i am caught off guard by a whirlwind of questions. questions about everything.  i proceed to try and break down those questions and find a way to start out small and work my way to the ultimate question.  this whole process is usually around 30-60 seconds.  and when that time is up i am left empty, with no answers ( Read more... )

that's it.  i finished it. i finished harry potter and the deathly hallows.  it was wonderful.