You know what, I'm an amazing person.  I'm smart and pretty and talented, down to earth, goofy, nerdy and proud, i've got a good sense of humor, i'm sympathetic, i love taking care of people, i'm always there for my good friends, i appreciate the simple things in life, i'm unselfish, fun, adventurous, hilarious, good at art, creative, compassionate ( Read more... )

...absolutely nothing in my life feels right. 

My stomach is all twisted up again.  It's been this way for days.  I don't know what to do anymore.  I just want to be free.. but I don't want to be lonely.  I'm afraid to be alone.  I've lost so many friends... or at least people I thought were friends.  And there are so many things I can't do anymore.  Last week I couldn't even go to a football ( Read more... )

When i look back at the things I've written in the past few months I realize I've come off ditzy and rude.  My sincerest apologies...

 Is it just me, or does everyone get really horny when they have a huge paper due the next morning? 

 why am i so damn conflicted?

Imagine you've been working on an old car for two years, pouring all your time and love into it, and then a new one in perfect condition pulls up in the driveway and honks the horn.  Do you get in? 

i have never, EVER, felt more awkward, more often, than I have in the past 5 days of my life ( Read more... )

Well I guess of course I'd have to feel it back...obsession isn't cool :-\

She's a yellow pair of running shoes
A holey pair of jeans
She looks great in cheap sunglasses
She looks great in anything
She's I want a piece of chocolate
Take me to a movie
She's I can't find a thing to wear
Now and then she's moody

She's a Saturn with a sunroof
With her brown hair ( Read more... )

i was mostly just sure everyone was sick of looking at the post before this since it's been up for awhile.  i need a driver for a party friday night.  otherwise we're all going to have to pay 5 bucks to terp taxi and probably get mugged or raped at gun point while waiting for them at the intersection of greenbelt road and rhode island avenue at 2: ( Read more... )