so.
i wont be here for awhile
im going to a hotel
tonight
and tomorrow
that fallout boy concert.
k
so if you wanna talk or something
1248-605-5009

DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:Very HighDysthymia:High-ModerateBipolar Disorder:Extremely HighCyclothymia:Very HighSeasonal Affective Disorder:Extremely HighPostpartum Depression:N/ATake the Depression Test

so this morning
woke up.
went back to sleep
woke up around 12
sitting in the livingroom with mark.
and i see smoke
in the backyard
and im like
WHAT THE FUCK
WHY IS THE BACKYARD SMOKING?
oh.
its on fire
and everyone knows sarah.
i panic

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ive had a major headache for the past three days
it better go away soon.

its starting to make me really mad

todays the type of day that i push people off bleachers

i hit my head really hard on the ceiling. so hard that i was numb in my fingers for awhile ( Read more... )

my current obsession;;
counting crows. they are really really good guys.
everyone should go listen to them.
no joke.
kay.
my life =amazing
pep assemblys=Love.
i heart mike and his lip making
oh mannnn&&
he seriously made my day with that.
"your really cool"
*shrugs* "i know"
this kids gonna be my bff feeer life

schools really pathetic lately. I met the new boy in school. His names mike. he wears tight pants and one side of his hair is shorter than the other. hes what you can call a scene boy. Mikes a really nice kid. Everyone calls him names and stuff. The most recent remark ive heard is "Hey kid your hairs shorter on one side." ...immediately i turned to ( Read more... )

wow, looking back on last year and seeing how everyones changed.even ive changed. ive lost so many really good friendships. its pretty upsetting thinking about everything amazing that ive given up, or let slip from under my fingertips.

( 7th grade in pictures )

So i started reading over my past entries and realized how insanely emo i can be at times.Its really not a great accomplishment either. At the moment im in need of a real best friend. I find myself talking to my cats, maybe im going insane. sure ive got some friends, close friends, maybe even a best friend. But I really just need a best friend ( Read more... )