Strange. Something that I've dedicated so much of my time...my life...to means nothing. Rather, I mean nothing to HIM. I just realized that all of this shit, this "Distractions" shit, is named for HIM. Everything I've done...all that I've done...HE'S been there, in the back of my mind - hell, in the front of my mind - screaming at me like some ( Read more... )

"The word has survived and flourished in three decades, two millenniums, and two Bush administrations. It's older than four baseball teams, six basketball teams, four football teams, and two soccer leagues. It's older than five former Yugoslav republics, the last seven national spelling champions, and Avril Lavigne. It's older than most of its fans ( Read more... )

...And I don't know why. Oh well. I have been having a good time on MySpace. I've been talking to a lot of people I haven't seen in years (and years and years) and meeting a lot of really cool new people (that I probably won't ever REALLY meet). No matter, it is fun ( Read more... )

Oh...Tiki Tan. What to do with my evening? I'm reading a book that isn't very interesting and I don't have enough money to go and do anything fun. Hm. I was supposed to go to the zoo with April and Travis this morning, but we all forgot and slept in. That sucks because I really wanted to see the zebras! Last time I went to the zoo was for ( Read more... )

I'm not gonna make it. I must sleep. I've been here for less than an hour and I feel a little like I'm gonna die if I don't get out of here soon ( Read more... )

Today I slept so much that it was almost weird. Lately I haven't been able to sleep at all and it's really crazy. Last night Kristen and I went to Starlight (that's right) and had a very late din-din. We didn't get shot at once. After that she came back to my house and we watched The Little Mermaid until about 6:00 a.m. We woke up at 12:30, ( Read more... )

So, I had a nice time last night. Hung out with Josh for a couple of hours around Hadley and just walked around. Beautiful night...aside from the mosquito business. I told him that he could invest in some porch-side bug repellant and no one would be mad. He laughed but I was serious. Those mosquitos threw a goddamn keggar on my back. After ( Read more... )

So, I understand. I do, really. It's only July...why would I be shopping for Halloween decorations so early? I don't really know. But I can tell you that my house is gonna be the most bad ass one for miles around ( Read more... )

Wow. April is insane. It's for real this time. Yikes.
Travis, too.
But I love them anyway.
Boy on my mind.
Had a really good kiss.
Signed up for photography and Spanish.
Found new therapist (Friday, 1:00 p.m.).
Fiona = super fucking cute.
Big weekend plans.
All is well.

Didn't really feel like writing today.

It was recently that a friend told me, "Fuck Dominic, he's crazy," and I think that it really took me until today to realize how dead on this person was. Hm.
I've been having a good time with Josh lately, and I don't know where it's going...but I think it's going somewhere good. We'll see.