ok everyone.
i am moving to colorado.
by myself.
to finish high school.
i know you're all very upset.
it's heartbreaking.
i'll miss you.
i leave in august.
i want this last summer to be fun so call me.
and remember.
i love you.

Last date. she cries, whisper goodbye ( Read more... )

sometimes i can't wait to be a grown up
but what if they are only pretending
to know what they're doing?

by avoiding the things that i want
i will not be happy
but that leaves no room for
disappointment.

graduation tomorrow...
i'll miss you guys.

let's never talk about this again
because
i didn't want it
to mean this much to me

we can only accept the love we think we deserve

i wish i was unpredictable.

someone who is perfect in my eyes
(i never had complaints)
took up too much of my time
and doesn't know his place.

Imperfect cry, and scream in ecstasy
So what befalls the flawless?
Look what I've built, it shines so beautifully
Now watch as it destroys me

today we went to the beach.
it was so rad because
it was sunny
there were many guys who said hello to us
we got to go shopping

but still
i am a chicken.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Strong-willed and highly
motivated.
Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves
attention.
Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm
Standpoint.
Needs no motivation.
Easily consoled.
Systematic (left
brain).
Loves to dream.
Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding.
Sickness usually in
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We both take the hardest punches
And collect black eyes just to prove it
Still we pass by just like strangers
And we speak just like the closest enemies

After all this we're still the same
These empty promises seem to never change

[12 days]

she said,"honey, i know a little something
about algebra and i can make cherry cheesecake.
i'm a pretty fair bowler and i used to be able
to twirl a baton.
but love?
i just don't understand it.

i thought only the hottest girls got asked to dances
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