Why?

[sarahmarie8907]

I've been like overcome with this feeling of happiness, yet I feel so empty. I think its just this whole Christmas time feeling. It makes me miss her so much more. She made the holidays what they were to us. Nothing feels right and everythings a mess. A year ago Jason and me started dating. I don't think I miss like our relationship or anything but

Comments

havent talked in a while

[marci_amelia]

hey sarah it is marci...sorry it has been so long since i wrote to you. man i want christmas so bad...christmas how i am used to it. But that isnt gunna happen so i mihgt as well forget about it right now! but i hope things really get better for you all back home cuz it sounds crazy and insane. one part of me actually wished i was home and able to deal with everything and be with everyone and just have my life back to normal but then another part of me says no you are having to great of a year to throw it away just cuz crap is happening at home. So i am staying well Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! see you in 6 months.

[pothoe3]

Hey Hunnie. I am doing better I guess. I really love Nathen and he's really balanced me out again. It's nice to feel like someone loves me again. And Mom and me aren't fighting as much. It's been a hard week and we have our days, but we put effort into trying. Nothing comes without the work. Well, nothing good anyway... so yeah. I donno. I know how you feel about people coming and going with Freddie. Joshy comes home on Friday too, so tell Fred he can stop by anytime. And you too. I'm usually home. Just give me a ring if you aren't sure. Al is gone for the week. It's really quiet, but still not quite right. I feel the emptyness too. I donno. I love you though! Call me.