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[sarahmichellek]

i just realized last night whenever i go to "hardcore" shows i get angry and really unbelievably pissed off and i never really figured it out. but last night i was like... "oh. i get it. i always think hc kids are like an issue of heartattack". they never are

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[malpracticeii]

gurl, you didn't just figure this out! you've known for a long time, and have totally made this entry before. but seriously, I know what you mean, and I feel it too. yeah, I get pissed, but its just more fuel for the fire. I dont want to ignore or distance myself from the (hetero)sexism of hardcore and punk, because punk and hardore are pretty much the two things I care about most, next to eating and being a fag.* I sound like a total cheeseball but I'm being honest.

*that's obviously not to say that my idenities as a punk and queer are mutually exlusive!

[sarahmichellek]

Yeah, I just forget all the time. and it makes me mad when I try to explain this to a lot of my friends and they either say hardcore sucks and I should be a punk or that I should just not care. How can you not? I know this is cheesy! But I agree that punk and hardcore are super important to me too- that's why it is so heartbusting.
I want to learn to play bass than we should start a shitty hc band.

[anonymous]

sarah k.!

someone called me a gypsy recently, in edmonton.....it's funny how disparate my own self-definition of "punk" can be from other people's perceptions. redefine it always!
i am coming to town on december 1st, when the ghost bees play burritoville. can i crash at your place? i wanna hang out!

hearts, caleb

[sarahmichellek]

we will hannnnnnggggggg out!and of course you can stay here, i'd be bummed if you didn't. cause i love you. i should just email you.