why things happen like they do. really. its so weird. like last night all of the sudden. everything just comes up again. and i like it.
i think its great. it makes me happy. and i feel so much better about everything that has bee going on.
i feel cleansed.
but still like the "dirty water"

whatever

things have certainly been changing a bit around here. i think that everyone is sorta growing up in a different way. we all want to stay young. and we all want to feel the passions that we feel now, everyday of our lives. but i guess some of them have the eventually burn away to gain newer things that are better for the upcoming time periods ( Read more... )

i just finished all of my extra credit for western civ class. it was alot to do. and i guess to do it outstandingly well it takes as much time as it took me. which all around was 4-5 hours. great. what a waste ( Read more... )

so im talking to alot of people right now on aim ( Read more... )

is so rough right now. i just feel like alot of people in my life are hitting a hard spot in their life. like winters coming so its knocking everything good outta the way.
ive missed class a couple times now. last week on account of being out at the pub and mykes house with ryan. which i dont even care about class when it comes to that haha.

i have started to think clearly now. and everything that needed to be off my chest is off. i need sleep is what i need. i have to write all these freakin midterms this week and im so busy all week. i have to go to the proctor to take a test and write out a million extra credit words. ugh college. i also need to sign up for sociology. tomorrow ( Read more... )

i feel like everything was going so well. and then within a 3 hour time span everything just went downhill. i mean like, when someone tells you they like you. its always a good thing. even if you cant return those feelings. its always nice to hear that someone likes or loves you. and whatever ( Read more... )

this day has been so boring. i have been watching maggie mae until now. and procrastinating my homework ( Read more... )

so yeah lots have gone on since i have even been on this freaking thing ( Read more... )

so things have not started off well.
i wish i trusted you all enough to just blurt my problems on myspace.
but i dont. so oh well.
ill go write them in an actual journal.