listening to emo and crying my eyes out? i think so. i just want this to end. i want everything to stop.

[*] on the cheek ( Read more... )

and then they told me not to worry because i'm family now. it felt nice to be accepted even though it won't last. everything is a lie.

i think a change is needed. everything feels a little too familiar. but i doubt i'll do anything. im starting to come out of my depression i think. i just need to see people more.

i have to work today from 4-7. three hour shifts are such a waste of time.

when to see matthew johnston at the embassy on friday. he was really good.

I feel so overwhelmed with school right now. I dont think im going to have much of a life for the next two weeks. ugh that totally sucks ( Read more... )

On my way out today i was waiting for the bus and some girl asked me if i was going on a date. i said no. she said i was checking myself out in a mirror. i wasnt i was clearly reading the sign. she was like where are you going then. i was like out with my friends to the mall/movie. she said oh are you going with a boy? i was like uh no. then she ( Read more... )

i dont even know why i update this anymore..lol.
the kittens are starting to open their eyes. tres exciting.
i dyed my hair black and red. it didnt quite turn out the way i wanted. i might be forced into going to prom which really effing sucks.
summer soon. can't wait.

busy weeks suck. but i procrastinate like you've never seen. i have to do a twenty minute presentation and i'm scared to death. but that isnt until next week.
excited for this weekend but i dont really know why.
my moms being a big bitch again but i guess thats nothing out of the ordinary.
i dont really know why i updated i dont have anything to

my cat had kittens! everyone must come see.

so this weekend was interesting. the friday night i went out with matt for a little bit. we went for a walk and he tried to get me to go tanning with him which horribly failed ( Read more... )