We need each other more now than ever before

[sarahwarah]

Well, first off I want to say thank you, for saying all of that to me on Saturday night. I think that you know me better then I know myself. I think that you are right, we do need to communicate. I try so hard to make new friends like you but we've gone through so much together. I feel like I need to run over to your house right now and take away

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[doorshadelamp]

hun, how can I be un-sympathetic to something like that. I love you. It's not you're fault at all It's somewhat me but Im afraid I cant change Im the way that I am whernever I am and its not just to get mad at me or try to change me. Its ok to tell me how you feel about something I did.I thought of what to write to you all day at camp and its all.. woshh. I feel so physically like shit like worse then Ive ever feltand its weird cos im exercing.. walking to camp everyday. Getting more than enough meat and eating like no junk. Today I took a bite of half my peanutbetter sandawhich ans was full to the point where I was going to puke, this morning I had to make myself scarf it down and follow with some coffe, I also took one of those big Vitamin supplements to cos I know I was walking to camp. I felt good when the coffe kicked in and I started walking.. getting my endorphins. I fwlt good pretty mauch all day at camp until lunch I felt sick. Felt better and then got sick again.I've come how and paased out everyday. I make sure Istay out