I wish you could see yourself as I see you. What you are realizing now is probably your greatest accomplishment. Even though you may think that you have failed at life and you are hoping that it will be over soon, it's not true. You are making accomplishments, you're figuring out things about love, life and friendship. You're growing as a person ( Read more... )

I can't deal with life. I just got some intense news that I'm not at liberty to talk about. It made my silly problems seem not to matter much. Poor kid, he always gets screwed over. I'm glad that you felt like you can come talk to me about this stuff. It's something that you don't go telling everyone. I suppose that I was really the only person ( Read more... )

So, I guess that means that you'd rather just not be friends with me. I'd appreciate it if you could just give me a straight answer. If you really feel like I'm not worth the bother then just tell me, but if you feel like talking about it then maybe you could call me or IM me or even just say it in an entry... that would be greatly appreciated. I'm ( Read more... )

Ok, so our friendship is pretty fucked up. One day we're bestfriends and the next one of us is pissed at the other for feeling left out or something like that. I love you, I honestly do. I'm sorry that you feel left out and I know that I should be more sensitive about it considering that I know exactly how you feel from experience. The reason you ( Read more... )

So, uh, last night was pretty fun. It was really really fun actually!! Well, besides the things I was saying to some people. Well, one good thing that came of me saying the dumbest things to people online is that Rob and I are going to hang out before he goes back to Florida. Wow, I said some extremely dumb things to him, that he will never let me ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't such a dumb girl. I wish I didn't care that you are hanging out with her today and I'm not sure why I do. It's not really even my place to care. It's not like we're together or anything, well not really. I know that you're like in love with her and have been for a very long time. I also know that she would never like you which helps ( Read more... )

So, I feel really bad right now. I feel like I'm completely leading you on. I just try to be a good friend to you because you're awesome and it seems like you really need a good friend. I don't mean to lead you on, but I don't like you as more than a friend. You say the sweetest things to me and you always make me smile but you're just not the ( Read more... )

So I went to the cluster overnight last night. I didn't mingle and I didn't make any new friends because I'm stupid. I was chillin with Regina crying the entire time. It was good though. I'm not even sure what triggered the crying to be perfectly honest. I was just listening to papa whitten sing his friends song and I just couldn't help it. If you ( Read more... )

I just have to say that Marie is awesome!!! She's a wicked good friend who listens and cares and sticks up for her friends and will always be there for you. I love you Marie!! You are the bestest!! Thank you!
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I feel like crying. It seems to be a theme for me lately. My friends are so important to me and I try so hard to show it but not all of them do the same for me... well not many at all. It makes me depressed when people treat me like shit. That's why when I find a good friend.. which isn't often... I try to hold onto them. I did have a really good ( Read more... )