all by myself..don't wanna be all by myself

[saraluvsnirvana]

Yeah so levi left this morning. I could not even tell him by or to have a good flight or anything. I did not think i would be this upset. this makes like day 4 i have been crying about him leaving. This apartment just seems so quiet and empty without him. I almost feel like someone has died or I will never see him again. Andrew has done so well

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[suitemate_201]

You're in no way dumb. Ditzy, yes, but that's cute! This is so normal. Think about how far you are away from home, and how long it's been since you've seen friends. How long it's been since you've seen ME! It's so natural to feel this way. You just really need to get out and meet some new people around the area. I know you get shy, but you can't. It's time to spread your wings and fly out there.

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[saraluvsnirvana]

Stacey I have! I work with a few people who are my age and neighbors who are alittle older than me but I would hang out with them and have tried to get them to go out for a drink or something. I don't know. I can't seem to get people to want to be my friend. The people here are not as friendly or willing to be nice as the folks down there. That is another thing I miss. I start school in the fall and Andrew seems to think I will meet people there. You know its kinda embarrassing b/c if someone came to visit me I have no clue where to go and how to get there. I am getting better at which interstate to take to get to where and how to get places but its a slow process. Andrew drives everywhere b/c his car is nicer than mine and he likes to drive.

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[saraluvsnirvana]

I hope your birthday is going well. I also hope that you get plenty of birthday lovin!