Another one bites the dust...what an insulting thing to say about someone who's died. This weekend, a friend’s brother took his own life. I miss my family, I miss being able to hug people and feel close and ok. I was just complaining that I didn't know how it felt. Now I feel like shit. This poor guy. I miss the intimacy of relationships. I ( Read more... )

A friend of a lot of my friends died recently and they're all in shock and pretty shook up. I am lucky enough to have never had anyone close to me die, seen anyone die, or really been affected by death at all. In some ways, I feel really lucky since I've never had to face such a great loss, but in other ways, I don't know how to relate to people ( Read more... )

So because of my aweful flu bug, I got dizzy and fell down some stairs in the art building. To top it all off, there was this really cute artsy boy in the stairwell when it happened and he saw the whole thing! Me crashing down on my ass down the stairs...anyway, it was pretty funny but now I am a gimp and I need help playing with the babies. ( Read more... )

Me: i cut myself on the dull side of a knife, how lame is that?!
Friendlie: um less lame then on the sharp side, trrrust me
Me: im saying its ironic
Friendlie: oh...no i knew that

hehe...best part about spring: cleaning

So my Mom calls me this morning to say whats up and I start telling her all my bullshit pretty much consisting of senior-itis but it's spreading from school in general to my life in general and her advise was: Drink more beer. I gotta go take my Moma's advise...

How expensive is gas? So expensive that when robbers broke into my friends car in LA, they not only took his stereo and bike pump, but even his gas...what is this world coming to?!

Is it wrong to want someone to love you as much as you love yourself?

I am only taking 3 classes to graduate. Drawing 2 (intro to drawing), ECS 15 (intro to computers), and Comp lit 3 (the modern Crisis)...and they are all incredibly easy and enjoyable...but I CAN'T get myself to actually do the work! I feel so guilty and bad for slacking...I know it's my last quarter and I have to put in so little effort to get ( Read more... )

Sometimes, like today, I wish I lived alone so I could run around naked more often....

My Mantra:

I Love myself
I am worth of the oppertunities that come my way
I will cut out all hurtful or unproductive ties in my life
The universe loves us all equally
This will pass