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Jan 15, 2008 18:13



Drip by drip, inch by inch. There will come a soft rain, and there will come a hard one. Someone would come for her, Jim would come looking for her. And even if he didn't, she'd be fine. Elevators malfunctioned all the time, that's why they had emergency buttons.

They don't work

The phone doesn't work

There's nobody out there

and she's all alone she's all alone

she died alone and he'll be all alone

and it's not fair it's not

fair she couldn't breathe

Inch by inch, foot by foot. She tried to ignore the water pooling at her feet, filling her shoes. It wasn't that much, not really. She could lie to herself for days if she needed to. The elevator had stopped, she didn't know why. The storm maybe. She'd just wanted to move her car. The elevator had stopped.

Foot by foot. Water in the lights. Darkness. For land's sake, someone had to know she was down her. Everyone had seen her go! Surely, someone had been sent to check. Surely, someone would get her out of here before...before nothing. Everything would be fine.

she died alone and he'll die alone

and they'll all leave him and it's not fair

he's nice he's good and he couldn't save her

She could lie to herself for days.

Water down the walls, a slow cascade. Jane would be okay. Harry would be okay. They were good kids, barely gave her any trouble, and Jim was a good father. They were better than she deserved, better than anyone deserved, and they'd be fine. She could lie to herself for days and oh god she didn't want to die not like this not in here not alone oh god oh god

Help

Help

he should have been with her

she died alone

Water in her clothes, water in her mouth. Water, weighing her down. She can't breathe, and she wants to. So badly, she wants to. This is goddamned fucking ridiculous, as Jim would say, and she could hear her heartbeat in her ears.

Faster

Faster

Slower

Slower

Going

Going

Gone

Only darkness. Only darkness and water and metal. There's nothing left here but the things that float.

anne, narrative, harry, autophobia

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