Final Year
I cant believe it's nearly all over.
Four years ago on Monday I started my 1st year exams of my business degree after taking a year off from my previous course. And this Monday I start my final exams. So much has changed in the last four years, I've grown as a person, my relationship with my parents is the strongest relationship I have. It's been a complete rollercoaster, I've had 3 jobs, I havent worked in the last year. And as much as my life was spiraling out of control 4 years ago, it's out of control now, but in a much different, maybe even better way. The security of doing my degree over the last number of years has been amazing, knowing what I had to do every year and getting through my course. But now come Friday, all the security will be gone. I'll be facing into decisions of whether or not to go into further education, get my Masters. Or take some time out. Well that's all dependant on getting my grades. It's a strange way to feel, knowing that all that hard work is coming to an end. I dunno how my exams will go, everyone is telling me I'll be fine and I hope I am. Knowing that what I write for the 3 hours that I'm in that exam centre will have such a big impact on my life is an all consumming fear. I don't know what way the questions will fall, if I'll write enough, even if I'll answer the question correctly. All I can do is cram as much information into my head as I possibly can and hope for the best.
Thank you business degree, it's been a wild ride!
Four years ago on Monday I started my 1st year exams of my business degree after taking a year off from my previous course. And this Monday I start my final exams. So much has changed in the last four years, I've grown as a person, my relationship with my parents is the strongest relationship I have. It's been a complete rollercoaster, I've had 3 jobs, I havent worked in the last year. And as much as my life was spiraling out of control 4 years ago, it's out of control now, but in a much different, maybe even better way. The security of doing my degree over the last number of years has been amazing, knowing what I had to do every year and getting through my course. But now come Friday, all the security will be gone. I'll be facing into decisions of whether or not to go into further education, get my Masters. Or take some time out. Well that's all dependant on getting my grades. It's a strange way to feel, knowing that all that hard work is coming to an end. I dunno how my exams will go, everyone is telling me I'll be fine and I hope I am. Knowing that what I write for the 3 hours that I'm in that exam centre will have such a big impact on my life is an all consumming fear. I don't know what way the questions will fall, if I'll write enough, even if I'll answer the question correctly. All I can do is cram as much information into my head as I possibly can and hope for the best.
Thank you business degree, it's been a wild ride!