im not posting a public one today.
a lot of private stuff happened
no, people, nothing perverted
if you REALLY want to know...
well...too bad
all you need to know
is that i believe in our love

i am jamz: vagina dementia
i am jamz: my vagina has no recollection of eating that dick, i am truly sorry

that made my night a little better =]
its always nice to catch up

i didn't do well on my psych exam so that kinda threw off my night
i worked on my paper some
my shoulder hurts pretty bad
corey wanted me to watch a movie with him
i tried but my mind ( Read more... )

im listening to the karrigan pandora radio station ( Read more... )

i bought a pack of cigs. i really just wanted to smoke one by myself
i dont like smoking with other people because im not proud of smoking
i dont want to start again. i just wanted one to calm myself down
after the one i would be disgusted with myself again for not channeling my frustration better
and then i would stop
thats usually how it goes
i ( Read more... )

so i lost it ( Read more... )

terrible night at school tonight
i walked into class and dani was there. so thats about the only good thing that happened

today in class we talked about ....
-family
-abuse
-drugs
-rape
-car accidents

we talked about everything from a purely scientific point of view
it drove me insane
i was sitting there taking notes on my LIFE from a psychologist's point of ( Read more... )

this weekend was interesting ( Read more... )

hah. contest of arms old name
but i have been giving it a lot of thought lately
i have become far too habitual
especially...in the evening
corey and i have had a habbit that everyone (or mostly everyone) knew about
we had a lot of sex

come home from work, make/eat dinner, watch some of a movie, have sex, watch the rest of the movie, corey goes to sleep, ( Read more... )

so it started off ( Read more... )

so. sunday. some people from the lodge are coming to our house to talk to us about corey joining
i have mixed feelings about the lodge
yes, it will be good for business, because its social networking
but, come on, seriously, your own language?
so now on top of learning all the rules and whatnot, corey has to learn their language.
lets break it down.
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