did someone say bored? it might have been me. Bored beyond all limits of boredom. Surpassing any boredom achieved by any human being.

I made dinner tonight and I was proud again. Steak with prawns, and a spinach strawberry salad.

I just got tattooed today. Yay. My treble clef looks wayyy better and now I have a new one too on the back of my neck. I'm going to get addicted. I went to the beach with Joshy last night and we made a fire and drank drinks. We just layed there and stared at the sky...and each other...and talked about aliens and cloning and geography. He said on ( Read more... )

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Eugh. I was so sick today so I went for a tan and then went for a run. My run was a sprint. All the way around the airpark. I thought I'd either do 3 laps at a jog or one lap at a sprint. I fucking sprinted and I smashed that head cold all the way from here to the death star. It was really rainy and blowy. Then I went to the gym and did some stuff ( Read more... )

Don't you hate when people make you think about bad things? Then their one innocent question can bum you out all night? Even when they didn't even mean anything by it, but probably subconsciously wanted comfort... Meh ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the first time I didn't talk to Josh in a day. I miss him. This calls for a sleepover. I saw crush # 1 at the gym last night for the first time since Josh happened... I went up to him and rode the exercise bike beside him. I wasn't nervous or shy. I don't really care. It's amazing that after having SUCH a huge crush on him, he's been ( Read more... )

Yay he found a job. Painting. So that is good. He can stayyyyy. I'm smitten or something. It's funny. It's like..."ok bye...kiss....ok...bye......kiss....etc etc repeat X 50" We have saying goodbye issues. Ahhhhhhhhhh finally someone cuddly. Not just that but someone who will reach over and stroke my face or smell my hair. And someone who notices ( Read more... )

I had Carly and Andrew and Josh and Brandon and Evan over. It was fun...Kinda quiet... but fun. Evan is fun and i beat him up...Naw...but he was scared that I was going to ( Read more... )

Work is kind of pissing me off. Today I got called in for 9 in the morning to cover for DAYCARE. Daycare. they told me I only had to stay till 12, so I made plans. I ended up staying till 12:45. I had to fuck up my plans. Even though I told them I made plans. Then I came in at 7-11. Tomorrow they want me to go in again. So working till 11, then ( Read more... )

Ok so last night I started house sitting. Josh came over and we watched Donnie Darko, my favourite movie ever. I fell asleep on him. But he liked the movie. This is good. He didn't want to go home and I didn't want him to go home so he stayed over night . When we woke up, we were getting ready to go to the beach, then work called and asked me to ( Read more... )