I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I have a crush I ( Read more... )

I'm happy. I have lost lot of weight, so I went and tried on sexy corsets today. Just need to eliminate the remainder of my love handles. CUrtis is sweet. On halloween Curtis, Adam, Dave and I went up mt washington and climbed all the way up the yellow chair and crazy carpeted down. It was the scariest event of my life. Then we went to boston ( Read more... )

i feel insignificant.

FUn times. go to meet curtis at the coffee shop. the first one I see is Nathan. Sitting there with ross. Oh, BTW Ross is another former FLING. fuck. I feel like a slut.
I covered pretty good. Kinda made it seem like Curtis was a friend that I was meeting to watch open mic with, then open mic didnt happen, then I left to go to the gym.

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So, nathan kinda pissed me off that night. BUt curtis brought me thanksgiving dinner the next night. I didnt go to nathan's for dinner. Carly works with Curtis's dad. I think we are going to an open mic night tonight at that coffee shop. Should be interesting. I like Curtis, but I am so busy that I am almost trying to just not call him and wait ( Read more... )

Yeah so Nathan came over last night for a bit. I was in a bad mood because I waited around for him the night before and he didn't end up calling. So he came over and was all sorry about last night...then he's like, "do you have any food?" and I was like...ahhhh, and he's all, "oh it's not your food don't worry about it" (I was house sitting ( Read more... )

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Tell me I am crazy. I never thought it would all come flooding back like this. For some reason you are haunting me. When I think of Banff, I don't think of the mountains, I don't see the snow, I don't feel the cold and I don't remember the wild nights out with my friends. When I think of Banff all I see is your face. For some reason you had an ( Read more... )

I'm still totally in love with him. I found out that my friend Erika dated his older brother when she lived in Nova Scotia. Fucked. Is that some sort of coincidence?

Another door...

just closed.

Time took away the only key,

and swallowed it whole...

A ticking clock, whoa...

it never stops

the hands of fate only wave...

hello for so long.

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I havent updated in a while eh.
I am so crippled. My leg is crooked when I walk and I limp. I use a really pimpin cane when I want to though. I still go to the gym EVERY day. Oh and no flour or sugar. Lost another 4 lbs. Today was my 3rd day and I've already lost that much. No flour or simple sugar eliminates a LOT of things though so I have to be ( Read more... )