had fun with drake tonight. he's really a sweet guy! hmmm... <33

random survey

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
"wow, my headband actually stayed on las night"

2. How much cash do you have on you? $30.00

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? fest.

4. Favorite planet? saturn

5. Who is ( Read more... )

When you said you loved me, did you really love me or did the words just spill out like drool on my pillow. ‘Cause I was naked when you said those words, but I felt covered in your whispered worship. And as you passed out fast on my shoulder, I imagined a child waiting so sad and still for his mom to arrive. Did she leave you an orphan, in that big ( Read more... )

and decimals and more decimals


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wow, I'm actually writing a real update. so today was probably a better day, not a good day, but a day of progress. brighter things up ahead perhaps. i hope. i'm tired of being selfishly sick and self absorbed, so i'm going to stop. it's just going to take some time. zack told me things about me last night that i had never realized. yeah, it hurt ( Read more... )

I've been sad lately. really really sad. and empty. and maybe a bit alone.

I want skin against skin

and your hair and your sweat

I want all of your sins I want all your regrets

I don’t care ‘bout your name or your age or your father,

I’m too drunk to run and too jaded to bother.

-craig kleemann

I will sleep another day ( Read more... )

and sometimes i get grounded, and my mother is a hypocrite, i guess thats where i get it from. i'm stubborn and one to argue for the sake of argueing, and best of all i'm a liar. i'm still waiting to be happy. i would think that it would  finally be my turn, i'm always so concerned with other people's happiness, i want my own. god please help me. ( Read more... )

Every second I'm without you I'm a mess

♥

Who's your school friend? He's left you some messages. He'd love to see you again - he thinks your ideas are brilliant..and since you've been going out for coffee with him lately, well, is he a pretty good-looking guy? Jealousy am I not yours? We stopped for some alcohol. You stayed in the car. The ( Read more... )