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..random thoughts and decisions..
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Watching the "Ginger Snaps" trilogy has managed to make me all the more addicted to ItaSasu. The third movie, the alternate-reality one, "Ginger Snaps Back: The Beginning," was the most moving. The first two were cool, but a huge way on the side of retarded. The third movie affirms a sort of fraternal (or whatever is the sisterly equivalent) ( Read more... ) -
What.Is.Restlessness?
It's the state of NOT knowing whether or not you should be doing something, of knowing there's something to do but being unable to grasp it or find some tangible means of attaining your end.
I've been feeling odd lately, in a rut, because I can't seem to write. Rather, when I find time to sit down and write, the words don't seem to be coming the ( Read more... ) -
Rough
How else am I to put it ( Read more... ) -
Hourglass
I think my new description of the hours in a day centers around hourglasses. Honestly. Digital clocks look like countdown timers, yes, but numbers are a whole arena altogether that I'd rather not get into. An hourglass on the other hand, you can tell just at a glance how much time is left without the split-second computation of numerical values. ( Read more... ) -
Shopping Craze
I wonder, on occasion, if it's a part of being female that I am this inclined to displays of complete and utter madness such as shopping fever. Honestly, I woke up today completely at ease with myself, and now, not even an hour later, after glimpsing at an item in the magazine that I'd seen in a store window more than once before, I find my blood ( Read more... ) -
Realization Hits Like Metal Bricks
That or I could say that there's an icy chill in my chest.
I realize just now - finally - that I have only ten months - less - before I graduate and close the doors of university life behind me forever. And what do I have to show for it? Nothing I can measure just yet. But everything I - personally - have to measure. This is the last frontier ( Read more... ) -
The First of Many
Possibly one can't really decide what one is to do with one's life. In all honesty, one's greatest attribute - if it can be called such - is one's ability to understand oneself very well. It can sometimes be rather... disconcerting, at times, to look at one's life objectively, but there are more than few rewards to be had if one is of a sharp mind ( Read more... )