Yeah, so yesterday was Halloween. After school, I found out I had a dentist appointement, which worked out really well for me because I had forgotten my work clothes at home anyway, and I Had my costume on for school. I brought Candice and Robby with me to the dentist, and after that, we went my house to get my purse, which I had left at home all ( Read more... )

AHHHHH! Halloween! Trick or Treating for the last time too, nigga. I can't wait. I'm taking candice, Robby, Denine and possibly scott Bartlett to my Neighborhood in South daytona where this one street makes haunted houses out of there garages. awesome. In anycase, I thought I was going to have to go to work today, but my dad called and told me I ( Read more... )

ugh. I woke up around 2 am from a phone call from Chris asking if I wanted to hang out. I then realized after hanging up, that I missed 2 calls from Dustin. What. The. Fuck. I was so pissed. I always recieve the calls I dont want, and miss BOTH the calls I live to get. Wonderufl.

Since when does the weekend NOT make you feel better? I still have some homework to do, however. I guess I can do that after work. Managing two jobs has never made me feel so accomplished. I think its a good thing for me, I was beginning to think that if I had two jobs, I'd have no time for homework..the truth being, If I dont have anything to do ( Read more... )

This is rediculous. I'm completly sick of wanting someone thats not quite worth wanting..and I'm even more sick of telling myself they're not worth wanting..when obviously they are. oh well. I'm sure i'll feel better once I forget again, untill I have a dream again. Whatever. I just want to see Dustin, and I'll feel better. I need to do some ( Read more... )

Do you ever have one of those dreams where things are going the way you wish they would, then you wake up only to realize that it was a dream? Yeah, it sucks. everytime I think i'm over something, I have a fucking dream about it, It's gay how dreams can get your hopes up. I want to start to hang out with Laken. She seems really cool, and I think ( Read more... )

In class, yay. kipp is fucking crazy. Britney is the best person in the world, yo.

I don't know where all of this honesty is going to get me..but here it goes. I have a few guys calling the house everynight. Most of them, I have no interest in. Thinking about all this. I don't know if I can be brutally honest. haha. It't not worth the drama, really. But then again, I dont know if anyone even knows this jounral exists anymore, but ( Read more... )

I want to be in love...

well, I want to be in love AND be loved. Is that possible? I guess not.

Living by that theroy..I think I'll start with my first confession.

I miss Quinn..

but am missing him less and less everyday I dont see him..

I saw him on Monday...