I dont know what to do anymore....

Mel is in pain.
Mel is being lecutred by her boyfriend.
Mel hates being lectured.
Mel doesnt care if she is insulin resitant.
Mel is not gonna stop her intake on sugar.
Sugar keeps MEL awake during the day.

ENd of fucking story.

Tata <3

I have Polycystic ovary syndrome aka PCOS.

fucking awesome.

Atleast now i know why i was always in so much pain.
Oh and im insulin ristatance but not diabetic.
And I am at a high risk for obseity, ovarain cancer, diabietes, high blood preasure, infertility.

Fucking awesome.

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I learned a very important lesson yesterday.
All guys are the fucking same.

And to think... i fooled myself into believing mine was different.

I feel like shit...
I haven't felt this crappy... this depressed in such a long time. I thought dating was suppose to make you happy.

Life...
LIfe is great right about now.
I'm just waiting for it to crash down again...

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Dear God,

I really want this to work out. i really REALLY want this to work out. Please don't let me screw it up. I'm tired of being alone.

Love,

Mel 

Issa Xo (4:36:57 PM): omg

Issa Xo (4:37:00 PM): this is amazing

Issa Xo (4:37:03 PM): i never felt so... amazing

xCruel Kindnessx (1:33:36 PM): lol

Issa Xo (4:37:17 PM): its really bad

Issa Xo (4:37:20 PM): cause it was me and myste

Issa Xo (4:37:31 PM): and she goes " this was our first time and now i feel so loose!"

Issa Xo (4:37:37 PM): and i was like ( Read more... )