i havent posted anything in so long... all the new buttons freak me out.

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on tuesday i've had mykol on my brain for two years.
two years since our first kiss. . .
HOLY SHIT,
time flies.

other than that... i'm still alive.

Today was the kind of weather where you need sleeves so long they cover your hands... it wasnt cold it was that gray breezy in between kind of feeling.

the kind of day where you cant tell the time of day because its just that cloudy.

I'm getting old.

its been a while....

but my blue hair is back........

& i just felt like telling the world.

i never use this thing, i feel awkward even typing on here... i used to update for every little thing too.

weird.

bigger update soon.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/mexico_drugs;_ylt=AhPjsswF.vEowYeJne48keKs0NUE;_ylu=X3oDMTA2Z2szazkxBHNlYwN0bQ

i'm absolutely relieved that this isnt happening...

this was possibly one of the worst ideas ever.

I'm so happy.

i feel as althought i may be dead
and dreaming it all up.

way to be optimistic.

things are always the same,
new faces
but the same.

i'm always fucking sleepy.

i work up today and thought "i want to drop out of school and open a little bookstore in maryland...."

then i realized i wasnt 55, or white.

but nevertheless i'm tired. and i hate school

just you wait and see...

this whole elaborate scheme lays solely on me.

some days i drift so far away i forget that you're wonderful.