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Aug 31, 2005 19:07

why is it when you get comfortable in life a little thing in the back of your head explodes and ruins every thing. im terified about what i am gona do for college and though i have time to think about what i really want to do i dont have much. i have no real loves aside from charlotte and shotin guns. whay cant i do that forever and not need to ( Read more... )

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caboose1919 September 1 2005, 03:58:39 UTC
If you love Char and you love shootin' then just follow those two loves.

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sadbumblepuppy September 1 2005, 05:58:03 UTC
yeah....I know the feeling. Here I am, I've been working my ass off for pretty much my entire academic life, striving towards this goal, and now that I'm at that point I have no idea what the hell I'm doing. I'm supposed to be making all of these decisions that will shape the rest of my life when I don't have any idea what shape I want the rest of my life to be. I guess you just have to feel it out you know? Make the best choice you can, and if it's not the right one, well at least you've narrowed it down for the next decision. You're right though, it does suck. There are good things though, getting out of high school, leaving home, making some sort of difference in the world. thats good right?

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mickeykk2007 September 1 2005, 23:49:39 UTC
chris,
i know a lot of people that are feeling the same way you are....it's scary knowing that you have to fend for yourself, but have you seen twenty year olds or even twenty-five year olds? they still act like they are in high school. you cant go straight from high school into adulthood. i mean now you are working and going to school right? didnt you think that was going to be hard for you when you were like 10? things get easier...and if not there are a lot of people here to help ya, like your lovely charlotte :)

may not have helped you but im sure ill be in that position next year and then you can tell me if i was right or not....

hope you are alright
later

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perriewinkle19 September 4 2005, 22:26:59 UTC
I know exactly what you mean! Its funny how when we are little we want to be big and when we are big we want to be little. I know you are going to kill me for saying this but....think about the possitives in your life Charlotte and guns plus you know I know there are more possitives then those two things! Dancing with you was fun last night. Sorry about Joe hes crazy and some what protective of me! Everything will get better!!!!!We should go do something some time.

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