Comments | sargenmbr2: What a shitty day....

sargenmbr2

What a shitty day....

Jan 15, 2004 23:34

Well another thursday down the drain....horrible day ( Read more... )

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ooooooooh reeeeeaaaallllllly xstarry_nitex January 15 2004, 21:00:08 UTC

i lub you rob.

dont forget that ever.

xo

shellbel444 January 15 2004, 23:15:14 UTC

Hey rob....its shelly.. mel's freind....Mark's ex girlfriend...yeah i knew Derek somewhat well...i have alot of good memeories of him...he was the first guy to ever get me drunk(literally)....homecoming night at zachs house...he kept makin me take shots of vodka...and till the day me and mark broke up...he still mentioned it to me every time he seen me...not a big story but its alot to me....as for mike...hopefully he will be ok..i'm sure he will be...he always seemed like a strong guy to me...we can only hope for the best now....its real sad and i still can't beleive that something like this could happen to two guys as nice as Derek and Mike...if youre wondering why i'm writing this...well i guess it's b/c i have no ties with that group ne more and since you do...it's kinda like a release for me...ok..i'm done....keep praying...

sargenmbr2 January 17 2004, 17:02:16 UTC

Release away...if u ever wanna talk i'm here...it's really sad that it had to happen...mikey had an MRI done and it all came back ok..the doctors said he's on his way back to recovery...i don't know if u know but derek is going to be laid out tomorrow (sunday)..i don't kno if you're going to the funeral home or whatever...i'm sure there's gonna be a ton of people there...i feel so bad for mikey...cuz he's gonna feel horrible...he's gonna miss the funeral..he's gonna feel like it was all his fault...again..now i'm the one releasing...lol.. talk to ya soon..or see ya in canada..hehe... take care

shellbel444 January 17 2004, 18:53:02 UTC

Oh i am soo glad to hear that Mike's gonna be ok....and as for Dereks funeral...i would go and i want to... but i think that it would be really akward....Derek was one of Mark's best freinds and Mark doesn't like me very much at the moment...so i don't want to make the day harder on him then it has to be...i just feel so bad for the Neill's and all of the guys...i couldn't imagine what i would do if that ever happened to one of my best freinds...but Derek was a great guy and this shouldn't have happened...Makes ya realize how fucked up God is...eh if only this never happened...ok bye now...and if you go to the funeral...if you feel like it tell Mark that i'm sorry about Derek...