Focus 011 - [Video]

[sarinotfromhell]

[Fang is sitting outside somewhere, her hair lightly blowing in the slight breeze.  She's not sad, but she's not happy, either, just...pensive, it seems.]

So...when you can't remember something important, how do you all deal with it?  Like, you have that nagging feeling in the back of your head that you need to figure out, but...when you try,

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[supermistfrog]

[Does he know this feeling.]

...

Think about other things, obviously. If you're intelligent enough to. There's a lot more to be concerned about here. Like surviving.

You're probably not going to get them back if the animus took it away.

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[sarinotfromhell]

It wasn't the Animus. And maybe it has to deal with survival. What then? I can't just ignore it 'cause it's too hard to remember.

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[supermistfrog]

How do you know it deals with survival when you can't remember it?

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[sarinotfromhell]

It's always possible.

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[feel_nevermore]

Ask someone from your home world. They might be able to help you figure it out.

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[sarinotfromhell]

Maybe.

[Though with the way Vanille lies about the important stuff, Fang isn't so sure.]

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[feel_nevermore]

You died here, is that it? And you think your price is the loss of part of your memories.

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[sarinotfromhell]

I haven't died. I just...there's a part missing. Been gone since before I got here.

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[rush_the_beat]

[Uh oh. That doesn't sound good.]

What do you mean, Fang?

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[sarinotfromhell]

Just the same as always. Ever since we woke up and I can't remember what the hell happened to me.

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[rush_the_beat]

Does it still bother you that much?

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[sarinotfromhell]

It always bothers me. Just...not knowing makes me wonder how strong I really am. What good can I be if I can't remember my own past?

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[offdutyturk]

Damn, I always hate those morning afters where ya can't remember shit what happened the night before, especially when ya haven't got a clue where you are or who you're with or what the crap that is you're wearing.

I usually just try either retracing my steps, or just ignoring it. If it's that important, it'll come to me sooner or later.

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[sarinotfromhell]

Tried, hasn't worked so far.

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[offdutyturk]

Yeah, well, other than asking someone else who might've been there, unless you've got some handy recording of what happened laying around? I've got nothing. Good luck.

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[sarinotfromhell]

Hmph.

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[variagreed]

Mu', if you can't remember, it's useless to over think it.

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[sarinotfromhell]

But I know it has to mean something.

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[variagreed]

What's lost, is lost.

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[sarinotfromhell]

It just needs to be found.