I did more

Apr 21, 2010 13:38

Title: First and Run II
Gen
PG
Written for the sn_flashback's table of prompts

Remember, the numbers at the top are the boys' ages and there are no spoilers for upcoming episodes.



First

19/23

There were a lot of firsts for both Sam and Dean while they were apart. Sam fell in love for the first time and Dean thought he had too but in the end it hadn’t worked out.
Dean went on his first hunt alone while Sam got his first A on a University mid term.
Sam lost his virginity and Dean survived his first AIDS test, he really had to stop doing it with waitresses with scary looking rashes.
They hadn’t shared many firsts with one another when they were younger with Dean learning how to shoot as well as assemble and disassemble guns, Sammy read Catcher In the Rye for the first time and wanted Dean to read it as well but it never happened.
While apart there was only one thing they shared but never knew, the first time they both began to miss one another and would look over at the phone either at a truck stop or motel or the one that sat right in front of Sam on his desk. Neither one of them picked up the receiver and eventually tests and hunts got in the way and both forgot, never realizing they didn’t have the number for the other so it would have been impossible anyway.

The first time Sam missed his brother he buried himself in books, the first time Dean missed Sam he got wasted. It was how they dealt with things the only way they knew how; two different ways that became part of their everyday lives and those first times became nothing more than memory.



Run II

22/26

If he knew then what he knew now would he still have gone? Would he still have run away to try and find something else besides the life that had been thrust upon him? The simple answer is yes, because it was what he needed at the time. Sam didn’t like failing at anything and he had failed the one person that had meant the most to him, he lost the woman he loved.
Being back with Dean was like old times and it left a bad taste in his mouth. Four years and his brother was still the same tail chasing, smooth talking, whiskey drinking guy he was before and in some ways he was jealous because Dean had always known who he was.
He was going to keep running but this time it wasn’t away from anything; it was towards salvation and knowing that Jessica didn’t die in vain. This time it would be his choice to fight and to die for someone he had known and loved, and because of that he had been given a reason to do what needed to be done.
Sam Winchester ran away at eighteen but at twenty-two his real life found him.

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