If you wonder...

[sarmatianknight]

I did not vanish. I am not hurt. I did not die.

Fact is that I am avoiding the net completely at the moment to get things into the line again here. Somehow. Hopefully. Because as it is at the moment there is no way to continue anymore. Ignoring helps for a while but not forever - even I have to accept that at times. If this sounds cryptic, ignore it

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[cat_o_wen]

I am glad to hear that you are still living *winks* Although I was fairly certain the reason I had not heard from you in ages was 'avoidance' on your part because you know I will ask about it. *smiles* Seriously though, I was hoping that you were finding a way or an answer to how you could manage. And I do hope, despite how I promised to nudge you the last time we spoke, that you know I still support you no matter what and as your friend, I would do what was best for you....either talk with you about it or help to distract you. It would be your choice, dear. I do not want you avoiding or struggling with it all alone. So if not me, please let someone help you in some way.

Please take care of yourself and if staying off the net helps, then stay offline. I would urge you to do whatever it takes to find a balance and find happiness. So if I never hear from you again, I hope it is for the best for YOU and I wish you peace and joy in your life.

[sarmatianknight]

Me and myself are discussing things *winks*

It has nothing to do with not hearing from me again EVER and I am sure you know that. Your thoughts and wishes are most welcome of course *hugs*

[cat_o_wen]

You and yourself? *rolls eyes* You and yourself are so stubborn! I am not sure I'd trust you disscussing things with yourself. *laughs* Have you answered yourself yet? *g*

I will assume you are avoiding things. And if that works for you, then good. As long as you are able to find a little happiness. You have my support, always and no matter what. *hugs*

[sarmatianknight]

I think smiling is always good.

[sasha_b]

Glad to hear you're around, honey. Here's hoping you're doing okay.

[sarmatianknight]

Thank you very much.