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D Day
Tomorrow's D Day and I am getting nervous. I know they won't be able to tell me anything but it is one step closer to finding out for sure which it is. On one hand I very much want to find out for sure what it is but on the other hand ignorance is bliss and I don't want to find out. Yea I know I should keep my hands busy doing other things. ( Read more... ) -
Biopsy set for Monday morning
After talking with the breast specialist and her looking over everything that I had she believes it is cancer. We talked a bit about the game plan could be but before anything we needed a biopsy. I am not a patient waiter and yesterday I decided to make the phone calls to various places. Had to get the okay from Nicchi to stop taking the blood ( Read more... ) -
Countdown
Well it's tomorrow that I see the specialist and I know they won't do the biopsy than because I have to be off my blood thinners at least three days before they can do anything. My friend Shay has kept me quite busy this weekend we have watched TV, cleaned her house well most of it anyway, shopped for groceries, ate homemade tacos (yummmy) watched ( Read more... ) -
Breast Cancer
I might have it. I say that because after two mammograms and two ultra sounds the doctors agree that i have two suspicious abnormalities and that I need to see a breast cancer specialist in case it it cancer I will be under a specialists care. So I don't get to see this specialist until Tuesday afternoon and than I guess I'll have a biopsy done ( Read more... ) -
Easter was wonderful
Mom enjoyed her weekend and her 80th (that's right 80th) birthday. She was spoiled rotten and deserved every minute of it. We went to laying in the sun, sun bathing to coming back home to 40 degrees temperature. Don't know what we are planning to do i just want to spend every minute that I can stealing time with my mom. My mom is a strong ( Read more... ) -
Happy News
Since it's so rare of me to post anything happy I had to tell you all this - I surprised my mom for her 80th birthday by flying out to her from AZ. She was surprised. I felt for sure she knew something was going on but nope she was surprised. I get to spend a week with her too! I hope everyone's Easter is happy and healthy. I'll try and post ( Read more... ) -
Happy New Year's Eve
To everyone I hope you have a fun and safe New Year's Eve! This coming year and future years I wish nothing but the best of health, wealth and most of all love in all your lives. Take care and I hope to write more (which actually won't be that hard considering I am such a lurker and shy now) in my journal and keep better contact with all. Again ( Read more... ) -
Half Pint
In 2000 I got a twelve week old olive lovebird that I named Half Pint and she became my baby and my joy. Last Saturday I held her as she died and I still can't believe it. It doesn't feel real. She brought me so much love and joy that I can never fully grasp and understand the significance of that love and joy. I miss her I really miss her. I ( Read more... ) -
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So I get to the Auto Body or World Auto or whatever they call it, I am hot beyond belief. My smashed in driver's door let all the heat in and I had considerable distance I had to drive to get to this place. I am at the point now where I don't care what I look like, my hair could be sticking out in all directions - I don't care I want water. I ( Read more... ) -
Truck vs Car
Truck hit me Friday as I was driving home from work. The only thing that saved me was the fact my car is an older car with heavier metal. The guy admitted to me and the police that it was his fault. I am very sore but as far as I can tell ok, will find out today as I attempt to do my job. The insurance people are suppose to come out and see if ( Read more... )