HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY LIVEJOURNAL! today is my live journals 1st birthday. it is one year old! i remember it like it was yesterday....well i havent the time or attention span for this right now....

well, things are slowly going back to normal. me and josh are back together. he apologized for over reacting and i apologized for my very very poor judgement. things are going to be different now, ive learned from my mistake and i am never doing any drugs again. 3 words-"fuck that shit". lauren and t came home and brought me a wonderful gift. i go ( Read more... )

i am not having a good day. i wish i could just go die somewhere alone like an old dog. i cant believe the irony of this entire situation with joshua and its driving me insane. i dont know what to do. i guess there really isnt anything i can do. i fucked up. i hope he knows that everybody's not like me. i cant believe its over, b/c of something so ( Read more... )

god i am a horrible person. this weekend i smoked with eric,amanda, andy, ellen, and erics camp friends, charlie and sandy. it was all fun, until the stuff kicked in. everything was turning and scary and i just wanted to lay down, then sandy got really sick and practically drowned in the toilet. i barely remember anything happend, but eric and ( Read more... )

yeah, so im spending the el weekendum at erics house. his parents just came back from mexico and look like baked potatoes. ive been quite cheerful lately. i made some new friends at school care of my photo taking obsession. erics niece is so cute.his friends from camp are coming up today and were all going to open mic tonight. i havent been to an ( Read more... )

well, its been a long day, but not a bad one. for once i took the advice of the joshua and tried not to be such a down trodden bitch. i actually do feel better, even though the levels of stupidity in mr.g's class were a record high today. i feel bad for poor mr. g. hes such a cool guy and does not deserve to be exposed to those assholes. i got a ( Read more... )

so this weekend was andy/dykles bday supreme party. i was completely unaware of this however and was a giant beotch for the majority of the time. it was also semi-formal which i must say i was disapointed with, but still intensly glad i got to dress up and get my hair done b/c thats always a good time and also the fact that josh came with was a ( Read more... )

well, i hate life right now b/c my english teacher is such a fucking cunt. but its a long story, so i wont get into it. im in the media center and am supposed to be researching for a project in peace but i can't focus b/c im too angry and need to chill out. i fucking hate my dumb bitch teacher. i also hate myself because i by cds without thinking. ( Read more... )

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so im all up in crounsy's again updating. i just joined the greatest community ever. its called i_loveandyvives. i am coincidentally the co creater of the community. everyone with a puerto rican bone in their body should join. or any one whos dad smokes weed and is named jesus ( Read more... )