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well, i had a kickin party on saturday and it made me really happy. i love parties. my real birthday is less than 24 hours away and im soooo excited. i love my birthday. i also loved seeing matt ralph this weekend. exquisit. im kinda tired. blah...i was thinking today tho how things are starting to look up. my moms gonna sign the house to my dad ( Read more... )

i had a really unsettling nightmare and now im scared to go back to sleep. i had a dream that i was pregnant and my mom was dying. she didnt tell us she was until the night she was going to die, and she told me over the internet that it was the last time we would talk. i kept asking her why and she just kept saying because she was sick. it was so ( Read more... )

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i dont know why, but tonight, im completely opposite of how was feeling yesterday. im really happy. like truely. im not worrying about anything and im just chillaxin and its great. but this all american rejects song is stuck in my head and my cd was jacked so i cant listen to it...*frown ( Read more... )

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we have a new pet. his name is rodgie. he's laurens puppy. we got him from the humane society...they told us he was housebroken....lying shit sacks! he def. belongs to this family tho...he shits a lot and snores too. in other news, my boyfriend does not hate me...we just had some communications issues, which lead to a big fight and then resolution ( Read more... )

ever notice how everything sux so much more when youre sick? i feel like shit mentally and now physically too? wtf? no one is taking out the trash and it bothers me. i mean, id do it, but i feel like shit, my whole body aches and i really dont feel in trash taking out mode tonight. i feel like trash. i feel like i have no reason to even exist ( Read more... )