well hello again...i'm in a good mood and have some writing for my fans...unfortunately it's not depressing writing...soo get over it.. i met you online...you were kind...funny...sexy...and an all around good guy...so many obstacles...i can't see you...afraid of getting caught...i want you to be here with me...i want to feel your heart next to mine ( Read more... )

HI every1.....not many of you but o fucking well....as you noe from past journal entries i'm bi....and now i found the perfect guy for me...we have a date in a little over 2 weeks...soooo excited...never been in a relationship like this one...we fell in love over the fone...mmmmm...we had some fun over the fone last night...lol...i <3 him...well i' ( Read more... )

well hello my wonderful fans....(not many of you but still)...people smile people laugh....but behind all of that are the shades of sadness and depression....people move on or away..and holes are left as a result....people fight and piss and moan....all leading to one big nasty end match....well live to die yet another day...shit i was hoping that ( Read more... )

btw, nikki's friend matt isn't gay..bye again

well every1, i have some interesting things for you this morning. i going to tell all of you my secrets that not many people have heard. i hoping that this will get me some forgive ness from my friends...ne ways, they are in no particular order...so read on ( Read more... )

i'm very off my center. i need to find a way to relax, which i haven't been able to do in a while with all of the damn stuff that teachers call homework. ne ways, i just mumbling on.....i wanna hear about my readers days (you can reply about your lives). i have broken the trust of certain people, and need to regain it again...to all of you i'm ( Read more... )

hello everyone. i'm here. well u new that already. i'm in an extemely good mood right now....i found out some interesting information about a certain person....and it can be good or bad....i think some of you who go to SH might noe who i'm talking about....but for now it's a secret....anyway...that's why i'm in a good mood and not so depressed... ( Read more... )

i hate you live journal....it erased all of the sh*t i just wrote...stupid a$$hole....anyway i have some writing for you people who acctually read my journal...it starts here ( Read more... )

Today, I went on a trip to museum in the city. and well......it sucked. i'm very depressed.....becuase of something happened between a friend and me....she knows that i still like her and everything, but she doesn't like me ne more...and it's depressing.....i noe certian people out there who are feeling the same way, but will remain nameless..... ( Read more... )