As much as I really want to punch my sister sometimes, I love her to death all the rest. Went to IHOP this morning with her and Scott, did a workout together, and then did dinner over at Scott's house because his mom is a wonderful person who was nice enough to invite me. Had an amazing start to 2012 and I just feel like myself again. I just feel ( Read more... )

The past couple of years have not been the greatest, but on some levels they have been wonderful. On the same note, to an extent I've been burned out and to others I've been rejuvenated. I'm starting to want to get myself into better shape again and look a little nicer. I'm determined to do certain things again, and though I'm still dragging my ( Read more... )

Been sleeping a lot again lately. Blargh. Konking out left and right once I'm home and getting tired of it. Still haven't bought anything even though Christmas is next weekend. Need to drag Kathy out tomorrow to get Danny's and figure out something for Dad. Need to remind Danny to order Mom's. Have no money for any of it. Sometimes I really hate ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's sad or not when you find out something horrible and aren't surprised by it. I didn't know or suspect, but I'm not surprised. God, I'm so tired of just one thing on top of the other. Trying to keep my head above water and there is some horrible diety that does not want that to happen ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things I wish I could say, but sitting here now I know I won't say them, because to say them causes a great deal more damage than not to. And even though it might make me feel better, humans have this incredible incapability for understanding the truth of what's said to them ( Read more... )

"Just don't give up, I'm working it out.
Please don't give in, I won't let you down.
It messed me up, need a second to breathe.
Just keep coming around.
Hey, whataya want from me?"

-Pink
"Whataya Want From Me"

"So much of what is best in us is bound up in our love of family, that it remains the measure of our stability because it measures our sense of loyalty." --Haniel Long ( Read more... )

I need a second job. ::grumblesnarfsnap:: I don't want to get one, but I need one. I'll probably look to get something for the days I don't work at the clinic so I don't have to worry about going between Lockport and anywhere else, but I have to pick up my feet and find one so I can actually keep money in my bank account. It'll help to have the ( Read more... )

Cart before horse. Stop it, damnit ( Read more... )

Why can't people be original anymore? Spontaneous even? ::bashes head against table:: Just saying.