i need his warmth.
just feeling his warmth would be ok.

FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU!!!!!!
I hate myself in this mode. =__=
I hate HIM.
Not that i REALLY hate him...
I just can't do anything... and this makes me TOTALLY mad.
I HATE this situation.
I can't even sleep these last days.
Hate it.

Соня! Я встречаюсь с Ришей сегодня!!!!!!!

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Can't stop crying.
It's not good.
But... no one will know...
He won't know.

So... I just let tears run from my eyes.

別れの日　色んな大人たちが笑ってた ( Read more... )

Well... didn't write here for soo long...
and absolutely don't know why I am doing it now...

but it's just...

I love you...
People who can read this.

That's all...

Always wanted to fly...
Always dreamt... that one day...
I'll find my wings...

And now I feel..
That my only dream is...
to lie down beside you, with no thoughts running through my head.

I don't need the wings, I don't need the sky, if there is no you, waiting for me on the ground.

I hate this feeling of my own useless ( Read more... )