Well today was a different type of day lol I had a few things to get done was supposed to be online with ash playing pogo today but she never came on :( been a rough day all day been crying alot I just miss her too damn much... and the time apart isnt getting easier like u would think it would somedays its just more then I can bear ( Read more... )

Someone plz make December hurry up and be here :( I never thought I could miss anyone so much as I miss my daughter and even in my wildest nightmares I never dreamed it would be this bad.... Another night of sitting here crying and just wishing she was closer. I swear when she gets here I am gonna hug her like I've never hugged anyone... of course ( Read more... )

Worked a little more overtime on thurs 2 hrs thank goodness it cleared out and I could leave before 3am didnt think I would make it and barely made the drive home at 2am!! Got home to find out Brian had hurt himself at work probably broke his nose and never even called me to let me know he was in the ER!!! grrr men ( Read more... )

oooh and brians bday is coming up in the next month and I have zero ideas of what to get him :( /sigh that really sucks I hate to ask him what he wants but I hate to get him something he will hate also lol BLEH

Been a crazy week I worked some overtime on mon night till 3:15am and it was soooo foggy by the time I got home it was almost 4:30am fell asleep by 5am to get up at 7:30am cuz guys were coming with gravel that brian had ordered and I just never got back to sleep, so then I went to work came home last night got to talk to ash :D always makes my day ( Read more... )

got to talk to aj a little yesterday which was nice but she didnt come on at all today on my day off :( go figure lol ( Read more... )

Havent been on much but not much new going on ( Read more... )

Well hmmm what a week work wasnt as busy as it has been still busy crazy busy but not hectic pull ur hair out wanna die instead of going to work crazy lol ( Read more... )

Had a good day yesterday got up made the boys a big breakfast pancakes potatos bacon eggs etc the whole deal, then I went to work out :D Rick helped me on the machines and set up a routine for me then I went tanning rented some movies got a paper and came home :D ( Read more... )

Keep missing talking to ashley :( *sadness* I miss her too much december needs to hurrrrrry up!!!! Cant wait to hug her and just talk and laugh with her again
Went to Kohls again today >< haha Im so bad spent another 80 dollars got a cute mini skirt shirt and leggings some shoes and another size 1 pair of candies jeans they fit great :D nice to ( Read more... )