hey, today was ok. i found out wut im wearing to my gmas funeral, my uncle came over from ohio, and thats about it... lol.  her funeral is tomorrow morning round 10.  me and tammy are going to wally world around 12 tonight to find her sumthing to wear.  it really sucks wut happened to pj. running into a wall! at least hes not hurt. and at least i ( Read more... )

wahoo i got to work today!  yay. lol it wasn't that bad. and i guess wen school starts which is next wk i get to go in every night for a bout 2 hrs and work with danny and tom. so i can make more money because i keep bitching that im not getting enough money or hours. and now shes making me work (my boss is my step mom)  but i love her to death ( Read more... )

can someone please tell me when things are going to get better around here? these days are supposed to be the best years of our lives and it seems like now everythings just worse.  my parents are fighting like crazy. they walked in the door and were going at it already.  right now only a coupld of things are making me happy right now and if it ( Read more... )

today just sucks all together....  me and kc went to go see "dad" and we didn't even get to see him. i guess missy knows that were here for her now though. missy didn't even get to see her dad.  everything is in the shitter for her right now and i dont know how to help her sept to be there for her!  this smorning my nephue was being the biggest ( Read more... )

todays not the best.... i did get to see pj though. that was the up of my day. but everything else just sucks. one bad thing after another.  u know im not going to be nice to ppl nemore. it seems like everytime i care bout someone it just ends up me being the one that gets hurt. and im not going to do it anymore.  i understand wut its all about ( Read more... )

sorry bout that guys i clicked it 2xs cause i didn't think that it worked. but yeah me and my cousin are going to hang out tonight and try to help eachother out. so call me on my cell if you want to talk to me at all. 2336994

i hate it wen i do that. gosh i just wrote alot again and now i eraced it to cahnge the text and shit.. gosh... but yeah todays not the best  ive been with the family all day and im scared that once the barial and shes actually gone that im going to go back over there to see her and shes not going to be there and ill just break down thats wen its ( Read more... )

i hate it wen i do that. gosh i just wrote alot again and now i eraced it to cahnge the text and shit.. gosh... but yeah todays not the best  ive been with the family all day and im scared that once the barial and shes actually gone that im going to go back over there to see her and shes not going to be there and ill just break down thats wen its ( Read more... )

today isnt the greatest. i  dont know wuts wrong with me plus my gma dieing. it hit me once wen my dad was crying and my cuz but its really not that bad right now. i know its will hit me sometime soon because she lived right next door for however long i can remember since i was born i guess.  i was supposed to go home to my moms house today but i ( Read more... )

today is pretty good.  everything so far is going good.  it was pritty boring until like 1though i had to babysit my lil cousin and my gma. me and her nurse looked at old pics of her i finaly got to see wut she looked like wen she was young.  my best friends dad had a stroke and is now parilized on the left side i feel so bad for her its sucks. but ( Read more... )